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it's time for some udpates

so i've been sick for a week...wat a sicko girl..=/
and finally i paid a visit to the place that i hate most..the stupid clinic!
ewww..another week of drugs consumption...
i think because i took extra dosage or wat...
fuck that i couldn't get up this morning and thank god i got an extra day of MC..
so i actually slept for 15 hours...wat a great day eh?
half a day gone...
lunch with yuki again..weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
no more cock(coke) for the week so i changed it to lin bee nah(ribena)..
the cough syrup is a nightmare as well as the antibiotic...
sucky!that's it...blek

21st century breakdown

guilty conscience
please tell me what i did wrong?
father in heaven, i need ur guidance now.
i wana drink till i can't remember a shit
just let me scream my lungs out
i wana shop till my legs can't walk anymore
let me run till i no longer loves running
let me cry it all out
someone please tell me i'm not sinful?
give me a pack of cig and i'll finish them off
i know i'd promised but just let me be.
i tried not to think but apparently i can't
i'm emotionally unstable and i might just add a few lines on that flawless part
being inconsiderate means i don't bother
being considerate = getting blame without saying anything extra
my guardian angel i need u and where are you now?
i thought jesus would send u to me?
apparently He didn't

selfish

i'll take the blame...













sorry













i know i hurt you

















sorry........

















fucked*

finally i'm done

procrastination is SUCKY...i have no idea why am i one of those procrastinator out there. =/
i was told that i'll need a personal statement 2~3 weeks back.
BUT HELL...i kept telling myself that i have amper of time and i should just see how.
the best part would be when my friend started to correct all my blardy grammar mistake that's when i felt embarassed and stupid and i started to hate broken english.
TOO MUCH of those will really affect it. OMG!

i couldn't imagine how that personal statement of mine is going to impress the UNI in UK.
the only thing i could say is i'd already did my best and yah that's the best i could provide at this moment.
i really felt like crying when i saw all those careless and stupid mistakes. WTF were all those?
bullshit... isssshhhhh

please pray hard that whatever i'd said or wrote or typed out in that statement made some sense to them..really.
studying in the overseas meant alot to me.
keep ur fingers cross peeps x x thanks =)

after today i no longer need to worrry bout the dumb statement and all i need to do is WAIT FOR THE RESUTLS and also the offer letter.
please please..my dear UNIs...i love you...just send me smth =D

working life

been working for a week..and almost a half =) so far so good i'd say...
more to see...hahaha
the true faces of the colleagues...
few had shown...more to go =P
T.E.A.M.W.O.R.K was taught but my team didn't carried out.
i was dissapointed and pissed off really...
don't fucking ask for teamwork when YOU don't know how!thank you.
so...kena penalty to dance.arrgghhhh
mr.fat recorded it on my phone and it was F-ING funny...
EMBARASSING really =/ my goodness
and i got offended when someone just said...the chinese girl.
WTF is that the chinese girl?my name very hard to remember is it?
SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!!!!!read..SUE!!!ANN!!!zzzz
i'm not just one fucking chinese girl.....wtf
or u want me to give you one easier name to remember?so you won't call me the chinese girl anymore? call me justine then...NOT justin..
bah i doubt if you could pronounce it properly =/ don't spoil my name...

went window shopping with raj and saw quite a number of stuffs =)
AWESOME!!!!hahaha...shopping spree and FOOD after i get my pay =D
smile...smile...smile....wakakakakakakakkaa...
S.C.I.C.O.M.E.R that's the name that wesha gave us ppl working in the company lol...
tired yet happy working life...
I HATE THE JAM!!!!and the pest on the road...=/

a new blog skin =D

weeeeeeeeeee
i changed the blog skin liao =D
wakakakkaa....so happy de hor....=)
because i saw this that's why....ahh....
so cute right???!?!???! =P
some of the sidebars went missing i duno where they went...
hehe..simply because i forgotten to copy the html code =/
ahhh but i feel happier when i see the blog laaaa =D bear with my dumbness aite?

very lazy and very tired lately.
ah.
off to bed
nite!

moving away

it's 2010. i'm planning of to move to a brand new blog =D
wat'd you think?hahaa...
unless there's someone who's willing to change and do something for me =/
too bad that person didn't exist.
So i'm hunting for a new place to move in and before that i'll still stick right here =)
hahaha...

everything is moving on.me, my life. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G i meant.

had a job in somewhere. weeeeeee
made new friends.
now i'd got one more macha friend added to the list.MR.RAJ---the fat!

because of the stupid jam and the working hours everyday i'll be home around 10pm
people like me simply hates the jam and i'd rather waste my time in the mall sitting. =)

bloody ankle went swollen again and i think it's high time for me to visit the tit dah again =/
arrrgh....and sore throat and cough...and cold =/
things just went go right when you're already in bad luck

met an accident few days back.. and i'd said it's fucked up
from that on i went anti babis..yah i AM racist!so what?

till today i have't watch my avatar in 3d yet...because of someone.
arughghghgh
BUT hell i watched ju-on 4...just another stupid horror movie i'd said..
the cinema was so smelly =/ filled with the ppl that were so inconsiderate...
fucking do not remove the shoes when u know you have that "hongkong feet" la...
all these people should fucking just send them to someone institution...
teach them some manners..make them crazy =)

i'm so into something lately. someone. somethings.
jay chou!JAY CHOU!
and one new rule. DO NOT CALL ME SUE! i don't like it.
thank you.

02012010--------------->first post of the year

first post of the year lol..haha =) lets see...wat to update~NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?well..i have nothing to plan for year 2010 yet...so far i think...
things just WON't go accordingly to plan...God simply loves to fool us around. SAD =/

since it's year 2010, we shall just look forward to certain things. EX: flying away and behappy =D
I'd definitely love to get outta this country..i don't care if it means missing someone or not.
People learn how to cherish when they lose the precious don't they?
well, i think i need to lose them once only i'll know how to cherish them.
Just once and i meant my brothers no others.

Am currently in a complicated relationship. W-H-Y?i have no idea.
I WANNA KNOW too..TEACH ME!how to get rid please.

One thing i'm glad is that i always have friends.
I have people that can help me to get rid of my boredom and cheer up my day =)
Simply love them. Muackxx.

turning into 20 aint that fun after all.
I wanna go back to child hood.
That's when u get all the happiness and worries free. =D

I enjoy the life of being pampared by everyone. Who hates that?
I enjoy the life of seeing food EVERY WHERE. it can be kinda sinful tho.
I enjoy the life of being MYSELF. M-E- N M-Y-S-E-L-F
I enjoy the life of FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Time to start a new life.
2 decades had past. and. this is the best time to GROW UP =)
no longer a LITTLE GIRL.
urgh. i don't really like that.
but helllllllll...................

2010. i hope this is gonna be a superb year =)
GOD BLESS all of us.
and especially u ^^

31122009----------------->last day of the year

well well well...is the last day of the year again!=) weeeeeeee 31st...haha...OSUM right?i know!i know!seriously...i'm welcoming the year of 2010 with OPEN HANDS AND LEGS!*oh no dirty thoughts here*...urm...really..it hasn't been a VERY PLEASANT year for me this year.. =/ haiy...it is way more to go next year ...

am really looking forward FLYING out next year...damn it!LET ME GOOOOO...i wanna GOOOOO so so so so so badly..=P i'm getting tired lol..really...

and something has been bothering me lately...as in REALLY BOTHERING ME...i don't know how LOL...stupid girl =)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year... a sad eve for me =/ well WELCOME 2010 ya..

*is fat kor kor's bday today...he's turning into 25...haha FAT FAT FAt!!!!!

personality..TYPE A&B..o.o

His character is a balance between the personality type A and B. Inside these parameters is where most of people are. He can be productive and efficient in the work or studies, although he can be calm in situations that require it. Sometimes he feels nervous. He relaxes more than a Type A person but not as much as a Type B person.


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the above description is ME!LoL..=)

28112009------------>running outta inspiration

seriously i am really running outta inspiration to update my blog..omfg which part went wrong?WHERE?haha..i just don't know..and i don't bother to know either.
so i've been watching gossip girls all day and night abandoning whatever is gonna be the next most important thing to me. Just couldn't help but kept hunting for better excuses to hide away from the reality. Well basically that's me xD
Am planning for something big this time and i hope it turns out well. I will try to prove you people wrong that even without the help or you guys, i can still work it out ALONE =)
I hate fake hopes and please do not give me any. Because when you destroy mine, i'll do my best to destroy yours too. I'd learnt my lesson well enough not to treat everyone with true heart because most of them won't. I know who they are at least ^^
Pc fair is next week and i'm looking forward to work there. frankly, more money minded nowadays. the 3rd most essential thing in my life before my bf already. they switched places ever since i'm broke. =P
Oh god i need to be productive. Life aint life if there is no activities or studies going on. holy crap my life is a mess. a really messy one right now. hmm....what's up next?back to that old college and camp there all day with my books?i think so =) time to be nerdy...

ps:grandma's discharging 2mrw =) great news...no car for me 2mrw..bad news..no car this sunday i don't think is a good one either.

20112009----------->LAST DAY =)

well practically today is my last day of that hell exam =) muahahaha...ECONOMICS PAPER 3...to hell ^^CHEERS...so...i started munching my past year questions 2 days ago..which is 18th of november...VERY GREAT right?yes i know...=P

hurm hurm...last minute of munching...last minute of everything...THANK GOD...whatever came out were out in past year...to hell again!i forgotten the correct answers...fugging dumb i know =/right after that paper...i "terbang" to fetch ming yi =)...

picked her up and we headed straight to gardens...ALL THE WAY TO MOOKS...to get this!

ya...a lomo camera...not to mentioned that it is..FISH EYE!this would be the effect of snapping ur photos with this cute lil camera =D

a round picture that's it...super nice =D besides that the colour i got for my baby is....LIMITED EDITION...exactly the same as the picture i posted =)muahahhaa..lucky boi...=]

so after 3.5 hours of wrapping and decorating the card and present...went to jalal to pick him and wei ken up..hungry hungry...steamboat here i am again!yummehhhhhhh...

my dad came stalking me at the steamboat place...hahahaha...*amazed*weeeee i duno if he really like that present or not..don't care la!suka or not...i did my best =Dand u must like it...cox there's a lot of hardwork in every bit of it =)

so yah...tired and sleepy now..love ya boi =D

i have SO MUCH time for me to waste..eh?

so ya!look at the time...5.44am =)guess wat?
i was reading blogs...JUST NOW...for a fucking 1.30 hours
OH MY! I'M....gonna...PASS it (as if) *sad face*
hurm...so ya..paper at 4pm...
my plan was to the karaoke box at 11am..and back to college around 2pm...
then sleep for an hour and study for 45 mins =)
wat bout the morning?
if i ever gonna fall asleep when i'm driving to college..i'll just go babe's place and take a short nap
then be at college around 9.30am or 10am
ouh i'm such a great planner.. =P
wat bout lateR?
my paper 4 is TOMORROW!note that..
is..TOMORROW morning...9.30am
MEANS .....another SLEEPLESS night..gosh!
bah...not gonna come online 2mrw...ima MEMORIZE every shit of those and crap it out during exam..
MAYBE after that bloody paper...we'll go for ball games =D
ouh please..i need to...DE-Stress myself abit..
my night would be at OUG night market..muahaha
i simply...enjoy shopping in the night market LATELY..wakaka..i see FOOD waiting for me!
is almost 6am..i shall.....GET OFF...and get ready soon =)
ouh my ...GOD bless my exam's and shaun's grandma...
hurm...hurm...

05112009-------->one super long update i guess

so ya hello world =) weeee it has been a long time since i updated bout my life =P
nothing much actually...just EXAMS...and more exams...
lucky me ^^ i'm left with one last subject...3 papers...ECONS..ouh i love uncle khor =D
ever since my paper 1 of maths started...it's like i've been fated to get to know a bunch of new friends...lol
awesomeness i would say...all they brought was laughters and it actually lessen my stress...
gosh..besides that...i've got a good teacher muahaha..mr.joaquin..
and one great fella out there...mr. steve =)
one cute friend..muacchi boi..
one gay guy...gordon GAAAAY...
the normal one...ryan =) hahahaha...
of course when it comes to listing...there are lots to do aint it?
well i'm just closer to this bunch of them...
apparently we're just hanging in college ALMOST everyday..holy ness..
study, makan, dota, pool, sing k, movie session...oh gosh!
we almost stayed over in college..haha i'd love that..
and the pasar malam trip =) no worries..we'll DEFINITEly go there AGAIN..
bah...the k session =D place it in heart wat's up next...
so ya...all the best every one ^^
the next time we meet up will never be preparation for exams and we'll blow bout our life in llb..
wakakakka....thanks peeps..really..

想你--missing you

我是在想你的。。但是同时我还很贪心地不小心想起他了。。
所以今天下午我哭了。。因为我想起他对我的好了。。
对不起。。或许有一天你知道了之后你会想说你对我那10个月的好为什么会比不上他那一个月的好。。我真的会答不出吧。。。
当初他最不放心的事情发生了。。原来最没用的人是我。。我真的很失败。。
我很喜欢你，也很爱你。。只是你的一举一动实在太伤我了。。。
如果你都没有发觉到我的伤心，那我唯一能说得是你不够敏感罢了。。我不想在自欺欺人了。。
阿！！！！！

something i've kept for a long time

there's this lil thing that i've kept to myself for a long time...
been struggling with it for a long time as well....
not bout me being sensitive...urm just..helo?i can't stand those...
i think i have the right to list'em out one by one...RIGHT?

so ya..first....lets see....because i love him so much HENCE I THINK MY BELOVED one doesn't deserve to be treated like this by his so called "GOOD FRIENDS!"

when u people need him or his beloved smexy camera...u guys call him out...
when u guys need someone to share the bill or something...u guys invited him as well i think...
i hate gossiping bout people..so i blast it when i'm really pissed off...
is aite if you don't ask us along but don't fucking lemme realized that you're using us..
FOR EXAMPLE...there was once i asked u to pinjam me the car...woah!
a long lecture............................
then there's this time when i get back my car...
u wanted me to pinjam u my car...just to show off.........................................
thank god i said i need to think bout it...
then there's this time i used the A's car....
another lecture bout it i guess...........DON'T DO ANYTHING TO MY CAR...
yah like i'm gonna BANG IT or smth...
i haven't met any accidents before...

because of me always troubling people to fetch me home at night....
i don't need u guys to ask my bf to pay you ppl back....
IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO PAY...GET IT BACK FROM ME!
i have friends that are hundred times better?
i have friends that will never click skipped button when i'm half way singing my song..without even seeking my permission...
i almost cried when someone skipped my song..just because u fetched us..doesn't meant that u have the right?!i can always pay the cab...

gaaaaaaah!watever it is....
if i ever realized this is going on again..i duno wat will happen..
just because i don't say anything doesn't meant that i don't know anything

19102009-------------->is 10 months and 3 days =)

this is unexpected...very surprising!i never had that thought that we'll go on for 10 months...i'm actually really happy...FYI i never got myself involved in a relationship for so long before..so yah it is no surprise that i'm SHOCKED!i love my bubu so much =)

well...i didn't realized till just now...i was telling him hey happy b-lated 10 months babe...then only i realized on our 10th month..we actually went to the beach together =D haha ^^ it wasn't a pleasant journey to be frank..i didn't enjoy much really =/ sorry~ anything that has got to do with you would be a sweet memory for me...

i was really tired that day and the pantai morib turned out to be the worst beach after port dickson..oh gosh!the sea water are urm..greyish and muddish =/ there aint much sea breeze lol..my best memory would be the piggy ride =D weeeeeeeeeeee it was fun..the sad thing is we didn't snapped pictures together except that 2 or 3 pathetic shots..as both of us were busy shooting other stuffs..

hmm..well..after that we headed home with the unpleasant ride again...holy!i really don't appreciate ppl that couldn't drive well and rammed their cars..love ur car and ur life please..do not fucking speed if you can't drive at that speed...rawr..cox u'll just make a fool outta urself..

one more thing is..i really hate it when i don't ask back the money from you please don't try asking it back from me..lol? if this is gonna happen that's it i'll count everything clearly...do not fucking take a fag without even buying another pack or offer yours..well it is once in a blue moon i see you buying ur own cigarettes..so don't touch my darling's..

now that i get my own car i will never need to trouble you...so just do not fucking as anything from my bf..i really don't like it...if you wanna count just fucking clear it off with me and not my bf..be a man!

well yesterday went to nash's open house..the nasi briyani is simply osum ^^ i love briyani so much..as well as the rendang mutton..weeeeeeee...thank you nash =D hurm..jack followed...didn't make it to the midnight movie with them..too tired and broke =/ well..instead of that bro and dear went pool-ing at ezy's..baby won ^_^v

dead tired and i dozed off right after i reached home...went church the next day..lol?i'm not a faithful buddhist or catholic..i have no idea wat am i..so just don't ask i don't know the answer...after that..went for the porridge..tasteless..hahaha..except for the fish..around 1pm dad called lol i flew home..haha..too much of lies so yah..need to be a good girl after sometime..

i got my car so now i can drive around myself =) need not trouble others already...yippie!

14102009-------------->tension or wat?

so i don't know why am i having insomnia days before exam..and even during exam!*rawr* i know i need to sleep..but the problem is i couldn't fucking have a good night sleep just the day before exam..like i go to bed at 11pm..then i'll jumped up from bed at 4am latest..or maybe 5am..this is definitely a fucked up situation =/

hmm..so yah today...went to darling's hse and disturbed him first before both of us went mid valley =) he became so adorable lately..i have no idea why..simply love him more!^^ isn't it a good sign?haha..sorry that i kept ming yi waited for us for half an hour =x i'm sorry..ended up at garden's food court doing maths...

didn't do much...i hate myself!why?cox when i'm doing exercises..i can solve the questions..but..DURING THAT STUPID EXAM..i have no idea why i couldn't solve them..oh lord!it was until both of us got so bored of maths..we left the place..before that during that crazily doing maths session..haha =) i did something really bad..=P

so we had zee awesome dinrar at ITALIANES..=) muackxx muackxx... hearts my baby so much...haha...one smoked salmon pizza, one bowl of mushroom soup, 2 hot chocolates, 1 bottomless ice lemon tea and and and lots of BREADS. =) that meal made me...epic full =]

after we walked ming yi to cititel...darling dropped by at the nikon event booth...hoho =) he finally got his hand in touched with the D3X...bet he's flying sky high =p summore asked me.."why you didn't snap a pic of me when i was holding the D3X"..hahaha ^^my adorable bf..is always adorable..sorry that didn't come across my mind and that fella kept looking at me..*shy*later kena complain =x

after everything and a lil window shopping we parted off...KTM sucks!!!*rawr*i entered the !@##@ train at 7.15 pm..imagine..i shud reach home by 7.45pm when today i reached home around 8.15pm..yes..the ktm is !@#@# train...kill it!burn it!slash it!i don't mind =) hahaha...

the soundtrack in the movie "the holiday"