17062008------------->Another insomnia night

damn it!my other insomnia night...i wanna sleep!!!SLEEP!!i jux simply couldn't understand what happened to my biological time frame..it's like it went out of control...i'm a pig and i need to sleep!somehow,i just couldn't fall asleep...thank god i slept for at least an hour or two before this stupid insomnia habit occured just now..was actually waiting for a message reply then i fell asleep..i woke up suddenly i guessed is because i heard my phone was buzzing there..hmm..it was the message from someone whom i was waiting for earlier..then i saw another 2 extra messages..jin xiang is coming to KL today..wahaha!!had a sudden excitement simply just because i could see him after a year...my 2nd crush?can i consider him as one?lolx..that's funny..

hmm...i'm staying up at this time and i don't know wat i could do here..this shall be a place for me to release all my happiness and unhappiness,tensions and secrets...too bad!i abused my blog by inserting watever i think i wanna put in!hehe~it's ok...and that fella out there...that water lily...i think she deleted her blog..how nice of it for her to delete her blog!hopefully wat she did is true!or maybe she just changed the URL of her blog..god knows!and i guess you owed me an explanation on that...why would u twist and turn the whole story?

please do explain to me wat are true friends!i thought true friends are the friends that will stand by your side be with you no matter how!they wouldn't dump you in a corner and join someone elses...they will stay with you till the end of the day!and thank god i had a few of them..you don't need to prove yourself as someone else's true friend...we can feel it by heart..by the deepest part in our core..it's called the heart core which burn furiously till the day your heartbeat stops...

i hate my maths teacher!!!damn her!!please dude..be awake..i'm your student and i'm not trying to show off anything..by the way!i don't think i was showing off that day!if i were in secondary skool that day,no doubt i would shout back at you and please think carefully..FUCK you bloody hell...i was just trying to ask you if that formulae is relevant to the next chapter and did you ever think of wat i said before you answer my question?please filter my question!!!!!

guess i would just stop here..or i'll start blurping out stuffs which i don't like...i don't hate maths!i simply hate you!!!and i'm those kind of students which i think i didn't got that wrong..fine if u said i disrespect you in class when i was just munching biscuits...BUT you have no rights to say i SHOW OFF!!you have got NO RIGHT!~!!and i don't feel like giving you a damn about it!~~!~~