memories scattered all over.. >"<

have you ever tried to put scatters memories back into a piece?
that is what i've been trying all this while...
those memories are just like the missing pieces of the puzzles above...
there's no way to find them back...
i'm wondering what i could do...wtF!
i need my motivation to get back to study...please..
give me the motivation and i'll give you the love =) i promise... ^^