Monday, June 27, 2005

dissapointed~

really got very very very dissappointed...he told me he liked me before...but i never give him any reply....then...coz seldom contact...he's busy with he's stuffs...and i'm also busy with my stuffs...haiz...really dunno ler~

just now wanted to chat with him...but he blocked me~really got very very dissappointed with him~please.....that thing happened long time ago....is a passed....just forget about it!why not we just look forward??haiz...really dunno wat he's thinking...can someone tell me?

althought we seldom talk already....can considered as we didn't even talked...i still miss his jokes and laughters....why can't just we become friends as before?he's always my brother!!!always~and forever....i just can't forget him!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

bored~

long time never update my blog already....haiz...nowadays...doing nothing...one week later...exam start again~shit!haven't prepare yet....have to study harder ler...this year facing PMR and JUEC...don't wanna dissappoint daddy,mummy,brothers.......hope i can really do it!

really miss someone ler...yesterday saw him lor....he came and talked to me...but nothing happened...the only thing i can do is to avoid....so wat?he got training...he's an athelete....who knows...maybe one day he'll become famous...he's good in everything....really admire him...don't know lar....at least got no more feel already lar...

then nothing lor....this morning...don't know which idiot...turn on the radio so loud...woke me up~so tired ler...wat i can do??nothing....haiz....

initial d is screening now!!wanna watch ler....but i know mummy won't allowed me....huh~have to talk to her in a proper way....then have to thanks to peng hua gege...shing han gege lor....alwayz treat me so good....wish that jason gege will come back now!long time never see him already....don't know how he is now....haiz....