Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Rotting life

Hello world! Weeeee I've been rotting my life for almost a month. OMFG seriously. I need a job to spare my own life from eat, sleep and rot. I need to do something PRODUCTIVE! I'd enough of mum getting home every day telling me that I looked like a fucking patient lying on the bed and doing NOTHING except EAT,SLEEP AND ROT.


There you see, I've tried my best to get myself something to work on. But I just couldn't get myself to do it. Ie: BAKING A CAKE. I've got them recipes, all I need is just the MOTIVATION to do it.

Things been going well with my baby. I just hope it stays like that. And all I wanted to tell him is Thank you Baby, I love you huns.

Been putting on loads of weight lately because my sleeping time has been screwed. Ahh! I need to figure out a way to lose them fats.

So here's a to-do list for the next month, I hope that they're all well carried out.
  1. Trim the bush of hair and get a treatment
  2. Earn some money (:
  3. Clean up that messy room of mine
  4. Read more books
  5. Try to understand the animes that baby gave
  6. Done playing with all the PS3 games ie: GOW I,II,III , Dante's inferno, Heavy rain etc
  7. Bake that 3 cheesecakes.
  8. Pay a visit to the museum
  9. Start running again
  10. Spend MORE time with baby
  11. GET myself a new bed and bookshelf
  12. Spend more time with the family
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Hmm, hopefully the whole thing could be done in a month's time. All the best to MYSELF!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

updates

Lots had happened lately. Arguments, misunderstandings, miscommunication etc etc. Sometimes, I ran out of ways to handle too =/ but Things really got better lately I hope. I don't mind all these because I know we will made it through. (:


Exams' over. Rotting life hadn't been great now. WHY? I need them money. Urgh ): Busy hunting for jobs, well not really that busy but I'm definitely hunting for them.

Simply couldn't get the inspiration to update my blog anymore. I don't know why. Maybe because this time someone's reading it? Maybe because I simply lost them? oh god, I DON'T KNOW!

I wanna be that happy-go-lucky me again. The one with no worries and smile to her life all day girl again. Can I?

I wanna love you for now and then. I love you baby (: