我的偶像。。。。也就是张坤荣！他终于有女朋友了。。。我当然要为他感到开心啦~可是我不知道为什么突然有种想哭的感觉。。。我真得又将喜欢他吗？告诉我！我有吗？
这件事情真得很突然。。。我还接受不到列~不行！他只是我崇拜的一个人而已。。。我不可以喜欢他了。。。真的不可以了！真的真的真的不可以了！我不是已经放弃他了吗？他真的只可以当我的偶像！真的是只有偶像！偶像！偶像！不可以超出那个界限。。。嗯~就将！
坤荣，我祝福你啦！有个美好的初恋哦。。。一定要好好对待他啦！不要令我失望哦~我看好的你咧！让我对恋爱有点希望。。。好吗？因为我已经很讨厌恋爱了。。。一点好处都没有的~加油！加油！加油！
now...i'm clear with it....he's really too important to me...i really likes him....omg~first and last...i'd told myself....i also don't know why...a la...don't care....just don't admit when others said about it...lalala....no one will know about it...except that if i tell....lol~
exam's coming soon...hope he can get the best result lor....that day heard from others that he likes a girl...haiz...don't care lar....wat so important that who he likes...right?he don't need to know that i likes him....that all...i won't approach...lol~don't care!
nothing to write already...that day he came....i was so happy....coz he kept his promises...thanks to him for always lending me his books and taught me how to do maths...hehe~i hope there's the edge of our friendship...no further more...coz i don't want sad things to happen again~that's all!
can someone help me?
i really need help now!!!
haiz....
he really approach...
sorry....no feel!
can't accept~
plus...
i know you not for long...
and i also can't forget him...
until today...
he's still in my heart...
deep inside~
no one can represents him....
wat to do?
maybe one day....
until that day i've forget him...
only i can accept others...
no matter who i like now...
there's still no one can represents him in my heart~
i don't know why!
maybe he's toooo important to me!
i can't live without him...
i'm really sorry...
i tried already...
i tried to like others...
but can't help~
i tried to approach to someone that i maybe will like~
but i'm really tooo stupid...
i thought he was that guy...
when he rejected me...
i cried so sadly...
haiz....
maybe it really needs time to wash away all his memories that is in my BRAIN~
it really takes such a long time...
haiz....
sorry~
i really can't accept you guyz except that i have feel...
sorry....
exam just ended not long....result were BAD!extremely BAD~althought i did some improvement in some of the subjects...still useless lar~the maths...i only got 19 for it~then my english i got the highest in so many subjects lor~52/60!cool....love english forever....erm...nothing lar~
got a feel like D likes me...maybe wrong lar...hope that i'm wrong...coz dunno how to face him...one JAYSON already put me into so much trouble...if this one approach also...then i really die lor....
he treat me very good...like a sister lor....maybe i think tooooo much lar~i really hope so....coz he already like a girl~heard that she quite nice one wor...dunno ler...but i know this guy not handsome one.....but very gentleman lar!hehehe.....
erm....dunno wat to write already.....long time never write here already....suddenly dunno how to write already....haiz....only write secret here....this is the BEST place for me to write my SECRET lor~coz i don't think got anyone know i write my blog here....hahahaha~
really got very very very dissappointed...he told me he liked me before...but i never give him any reply....then...coz seldom contact...he's busy with he's stuffs...and i'm also busy with my stuffs...haiz...really dunno ler~
just now wanted to chat with him...but he blocked me~really got very very dissappointed with him~please.....that thing happened long time ago....is a passed....just forget about it!why not we just look forward??haiz...really dunno wat he's thinking...can someone tell me?
althought we seldom talk already....can considered as we didn't even talked...i still miss his jokes and laughters....why can't just we become friends as before?he's always my brother!!!always~and forever....i just can't forget him!!
long time never update my blog already....haiz...nowadays...doing nothing...one week later...exam start again~shit!haven't prepare yet....have to study harder ler...this year facing PMR and JUEC...don't wanna dissappoint daddy,mummy,brothers.......hope i can really do it!
really miss someone ler...yesterday saw him lor....he came and talked to me...but nothing happened...the only thing i can do is to avoid....so wat?he got training...he's an athelete....who knows...maybe one day he'll become famous...he's good in everything....really admire him...don't know lar....at least got no more feel already lar...
then nothing lor....this morning...don't know which idiot...turn on the radio so loud...woke me up~so tired ler...wat i can do??nothing....haiz....
initial d is screening now!!wanna watch ler....but i know mummy won't allowed me....huh~have to talk to her in a proper way....then have to thanks to peng hua gege...shing han gege lor....alwayz treat me so good....wish that jason gege will come back now!long time never see him already....don't know how he is now....haiz....
今天...是难得的假期...可是...明天又要考试...天啊!!可是...今天的假期对我来说已经很好了!!因为....难得我可以睡到将迟才起床....今天...已经是我今年睡到最迟的一天了....
明天考SEJARAH和KEMAHIRAN HIDUP...妈呀!!单一科SEJARAH就要我的命了...我想我的KEMAHIRAN HIDUP...我还是不读啦!!很开心啊!!只剩两天...我的考试就完成了!!!
到时候肯定要好好的奖励一下自己...一定要好好的休息...这次考试完毕....不能像以前一样...好好的大吃一餐了...因为...考试期间我几乎每天都暴饮暴食的...考试的时候就不知已经肥了几公斤...唉....天啊!!
YEAH!!网站终于开回咯!!若不是APALAHINI告诉我....我想我还是不知道的咯...真的很谢谢你啊!!!嘻嘻~~有了这个地方.....让我的精神有了寄托...我以后都不用埋在书堆里了....
今天....考数学噢~~我的妈呀!!我竟然不够时间做....真是的....那里又不知少了几分....唉.....本来数学已经很差的我....现在想拿及格都很难了....然后呢~就考科学....天~~时间竟然多出一个小时让我睡觉....唉...如果这一个小时放在数学的做答时间那该多好啊!
考完后...就去练舞咯....没办法嘛....舞蹈比赛要到了...再不练....就会输了~~谁也不想输嘛...所以就去练咯....好衰不衰的...竟然在回家路途上遇到了我的表妹...*&(__#*$@#$真的是有够倒霉的咯...每次一见到她...我老爸,老妈就会拿她来跟我比较...啊!!!从小到大都是将...而且对象永远都是她...真的是超讨厌的咯!!!
唉....明天是假期啦!!终于可以好好睡一觉了...我已经很久没有好好的睡了...每天忙着读书....根本没有时间休息....后天考SEJARAH和K.H.啦!!希望明天可以读会咯....
今天啦!!凌晨一点就起床...因为要读书嘛...没办法咯....都是自己的错.....唉...每次都是临时抱佛脚......今天考化学....幸好有念到一些啦!!!多多少少还会做几题的.....嘻嘻~~
放学后...就和阿龙,雨,阿黎....一起到KOTA RAYA 的KFC去吃东西...温习功课....这是我们原本的计划...可是最后呢~~却在那里讲鬼故事....啊~~太吓人了...吓到我的下巴在发抖.....可恶!!
最开心的还是...我今天见到二哥哥噢~~他嘛...变了满多的...变成熟了噢~~至于....令我最最最最最感动的还是大哥哥的电话!!他每天到凌晨的时候就会打电话来叫醒我....明明不用将早起床的他,为了叫醒我这个任性的妹妹...唯有将咯....他啊~~平时已经很迟睡觉了...现在还要将早起床...真的是很心疼~~
哎哟....反正考个好成绩回来给他看就行了啦!!这是我觉得的啦!!真的希望这次可以考取好成绩~~今晚有得熬夜咯~~必须去睡觉了....免得待会儿睡不醒就不太好啦!!明天考物理....一定要读噢~~
today lar...haiz...got the first term exam...woke up during the midnight....2 a.m.damn!!!today.....got biology exam...huh!!!!memorize those names just took me such a long time!!!nevermind lor....coz exam mar.....because of this exam...my daddy and mummy never sleep just to wake me up at that time....then my brother lor....woke up during the midnight just to wake me up and study....really pity them lar....
because of this....i really work very hard on it!!!but....it really disspoint me...those thingz that i read...never came out during the exam...those i never read...shit...got so many questionz!!!damn...really don't feel like studying now....coz i scared i'll get dissappointed again!!!those resultz.....i think this is because i alwayz sleep in the class when the teacher is teaching...actually i don't need to study so much one...but i dunno why my biology text book lost already...dunno which idiot stole my book!!!!
haiz...really hope that i can pass my chemistry and physic examz!!!then my history and geography examzzz!!!haiz.........just damn it!!!wanna cry already...coz i think i'll fail my biology exam......
today...went to KL CENTRAL after school...haiz....just to take my lunch there with my two friendz...later...took the PUTRA LRT to MASJID JAMEK...coz there's no STAR there...so have to transfer the train at the MASJID JAMEK station....luckily...we took only not more than half an hour to reach PANDAN INDAH station...
after practicing my dance there...daddy and mummy went there and fetch me coz they scared that i'll got lost...haiz...then....went home lor....also dunno why....don't feel like going out with them nowadayz...only wanna stay at home and go for tuition...then study coz the exam is near...haiz.....just....dunno wat lar...
coz i can't study during the day and night time...i can only study during midnight..coz nobody will make any noise and is very peaceful during that time...i really wanna get good resultz.....but i know i can't...coz i alwayz sleep in the class....that's because the way the teacher teach is just tooo bored for me...i won't sleep in only a few periodz...haiz....
got sick again...why?why i will get sick when the exam is coming??haiz....really really really very torture...i don't wanna get sick anymore!!!am i really sooooo weak??like wat my brother told me?i really got take care myself...but........just don't know wat happened nowdayz...just.....don't know.........
i don't wanna get dissappointed!!just.....i don't want!!!hope i'll do well in the exam!!!
唉....超久没上网了...那个妈妈啦...不给我上...说甚么读书重要点...唉...算了.....还下令说谁在上课期间上网的话...就把电脑锁起来...分明就在那里搞威胁....今天啦!!有历史....华语.....和化学平测...妈呀!!!而我呢....只读了历史...华语....只随便的背了几个东东就算...反正只要我考到及格...老师就会很开心了...因为平时考试都"肥佬"....也难怪的啦!!!我....将懒惰...唉...再加上吸收能力差都屁将...所以.....
昨晚....又再做功课做到今早....就今早凌晨2.45起床开始做...因为有太多东西要做了....所以就做到5.45才换衣服准备上学....冤枉....只睡了两个半小时....唉...算了....反正看在考试即将来临的份上...就算了....
下个星期就开始考试了啦!!!我的物理啊!!!怎么办呢??谁来救我??平时上课都没听书...现在我想连神仙也救不了我了....唉.....今天是我姐夫生日啦!!!!可是大姐因为不舒服...所以不能来了...唉...
可惜~可惜~姐夫肯定很失望的....算了...希望他今年的生日会过得很开心啦!!!姐夫!!!生日快乐~~~~~~~~~~~
今天不用上学...因为学校申请了假期给我们...可是....我今天还是得去补习....每次上来这个论坛的时候....都带有一种恐惧感...可能是害怕失去这个论坛吧.....因为....这个论坛真的给了我很多很多东西....真的很不舍得.....
唉...再待多十几分钟就得离开了....妈呀!!我真的很害怕今晚我再上网的时候...这个论坛已经不见了....真的...真的很怕很怕.....
唉...算了...反正最近写的日记都很悲.....
刚刚.... 看了某人的日记...虽然是以前写的啦!可是真的很感人咯....或许是因为我没有这个本事写出这么好的日记吧...可是...我现在终于看的出他当初是多么的喜欢那个女生了....真的是很羡慕那个女生...有这么一个好人在你身旁你竟然不好好的珍惜他...唉....反正看到我差点连眼泪也要流下来了...
也或许是我当初看不明白是因为我不想去理解他吧....可是我现在真的看明了.....真的好像在些小说咯......那种文笔.....是我永远都达不到的水准.....唉...算了....反正我现在说甚么他都看不到了.....
更令我伤心的是....我最爱最爱的论坛要关闭了....为什么?!!为什么??!!!!!!!!!!唉....事实始终都得面对.....将子逃避也不是一个好办法.....
唉....没想到我始终还是哭了....就为了那么一个比赛哭...值得吗?可能是我太弱了吧...可是有不见得很弱那个...唉...真的...真的对自己无言了...真的发觉自己越来越没用了...比去年更容易哭了...为什么我总是那么容易掉眼泪呢??有人可以告诉我吗?
有时只想找个人来谈谈今天发生甚么事...都很难...难道要有一个真心朋友真的那么难吗?或许是自己的警戒心太强了吧....因为曾经被人出卖过...所以...现在对朋友的警戒心都提高很多....不是很敢把自己的事情告诉他们...可能是这个原因吧...因此....我的知心朋友才那么少...可是...我已经很满足了...因为...至少他们肯陪我....
唉...最近都超爱胡言乱语的...昨天才被哥哥问到底发生了甚么事...因为...我问了他一堆不知是甚么问题的问题...哈哈哈哈哈哈.....可是...我知道他一定会很疼,很疼我的....可能有是我想太多了吧...无所谓啦!!只要我珍惜现在他对我的爱护和保护啊~~这个肯定会是我一生中最好的哥哥了!!!有机会的话...我也想站在他那一边...换我来爱护他...保护他...毕竟他也对我付出太多了.....
只知道自己始终对某件事情仍放不下....唉...无言......
今天早上本可以睡到很迟的....可是我弟弟竟然叫醒我...说有人要找我...叫我去打球...好咯....去不就去咯....可是...很喳到的是...我去到的时候....他们告诉我没有东西要给我....只是叫我出去谈天....我的妈呀!!!七早八早叫我去球场谈天??算了...反正已经去了...那就算了....然后呢...就说肚子饿~~不就去吃东西咯.....受不了....
他们正在吃东西的时候...因为我比较迟去...所以没有东西吃....唉...反正我就突然讲了一句不应该讲的话...就是叫他们去cafe....妈的!!!没想到...他们真的带我去....
无所谓啦!!反正都已经去过了....然后在那里我也开机来玩...我太无聊了....就开MSN来耍人啊!!哈哈哈哈哈哈.....他竟然相信....可是真的很好玩噢~~下次一定要再玩才行....因为太久没有打球了....所以就吵这要会球场练球啦!!!唉....幸好有人陪我回去练....就将...在球场练了整一个半小时才回家....
回家的时候...就赶紧冲进去厕所冲凉...因为赶着去补习嘛....冤枉!!赶东赶西将....唉...反正开心就好啦!!没想到....下午将热...竟然会下起雨来....妈呀!!我没有带雨伞啦!!就淋雨回家咯....还好雨不是很大.....
回家后就上网...妈的!!!每个人都说要玩ONLINE GAME....真的那么好玩吗??浪费时间+金钱....
唉....然后就问其中一位在星期五时有参加操步比赛的学长...有关比赛的成绩....我们这组输了....虽然她没有告诉我是第几名....可是就是很伤心....感觉就是好像我很失败的样子....因为...我们都练到很辛苦....算了.....可是...我们这组拿了"最佳精神奖"...不错啦!!至少有个奖....将才不会对不起自己嘛......
唉....今天还过得满不错的啦!!虽然知道成绩的时候不是很开心...可是....无所谓啦!!
想念一个人真的很辛苦....超不喜欢那种感觉...可是偏偏自己就是很容易就想念人的三八~~唉....真的是有够失败的...然后....无言啦....还没想到要写些甚么....唉.......
yeah!!!is my birthday today!!!kinda happy....but something really really sad happened today...during the assembly...da stupid headmistress...damn her la!!she cancelled part of our activities...SHIT!!!she said that we can't sleep stay over night in school...huh!!!we applied this thing a month ago...now only she tell us...really wanna kill her....then....can't stand anymore...coz something that hurts me more happened...i cried out....haiz....lazy to write out wat happened lar....
then.....went back to class lor....my friend gave me presents...but i still like the card the "my wife"made for me...really very very very nice...then...another girl that sits behind me gave me a present...that card that she made is "cool"...coz lots of people wrote birthday greeting for me...i really like it....i almost cried out that time....haiz....
second recess that time...MIN JUN and LI WEN came to my class and find for me...they said that the meeting was cancelled...so...we went to the basketball court and prepared to march...but...for quite a long time...no one come down....then we went to the prefect room....but....they don't want to let me in...hehe...at last i forced in...later....they sang me birthday song...WOW!!!cool man....then....we just chit chat there...the time passed fast...not long later....the bell rang...they gave me CARDZ!!!and MIN JUN bought me JAY CHOU poster!!!really really very very very very HAPPY!!!thankz to her...
after school....went to MUTIARA...actually i go there just to meet one of my friend...but coz i'm late...so maybe he left...haiz....is my fault...then...when i want to go home....i saw my old classmate and someone...so play with them for a while...
haiyo!!!as long as i'm happy today...that's all....this is my BEST BIRTHDAY of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today....really very very very sick already....tomorrow will be my 15th birthday....not very happy about it...coz something wrong with me already.....haiz...really dunno how....the marching group....haiz....don't wish to cry again today.....haiz....just got very very very dissapointed with my marching group....
haiz...really got very dissapointed with my group...coz they never pratice their marching....huh....i really can't understand...why no one got nervous eventhough the competition is coming....haiz....really got nothing to say about it already...today...went to tuition....haiz...the teacher lar...haiz....dunno lar....then came home...after eating....called someone.....cried for the first time on the phone...but who knows??later....cried for the second time when***called....this time...i cried for a long time...just dunno why....everytime also cried so easily....
can't they just pay more responsibility to the marching group and themselves???
just came back from the basketball court...very happy today....coz my sister and her boyfriend become friendz again...yeah!!!then...doing nothing there...at first...no one was there..but later....a lot of people came already...but i never play with them...coz busy "brain washing"my sis....she's kinda weird today....maybe is because she saw her boyfriend...later...i asked the "so called sister-in-law"to chat with my sis....at last....they laught....yeah!!!because i made toooooo much noise there....
after those stupid thingz happened....i wanted to come home....coz mummy don't allowed me to go other places after playing basketball....she said is very dangerous outside...haiz...everyday also telling me this kind of stuffz...but i know is for my own good....i'll feel scared sometimes...coz there's really toooo many rap cases nowadays....the world is getting very complicated...haiz....wat a waste....
yeah!!!birthday's coming....four more days to go...my sick must cure before my birthday's here...haiz....gonna die...coz kept coughing non-stop....wat i can do besides taking drugz(medicine)??and also visiting the doctor??i dun want to visit them....very stressful nowadays....
my hand went pain after marching yesterday...coz i marched non-stop....haiz...really a "marching freak".....and is also because the coming weekend got a marching competition in the school prefect camp...i dun want to lose to other group...that's why....really pity the girl that i taught yesterday...kept marching non-stop....
haiz....really got nothing to write...hope today will really be a happy day for me....
today...quiet happy...coz my brother came back from hostel already....but next week when during my birthday...he's not in...haiz...wat a waste?very dissapointed...wat can i do?all my brothers are not free that day....haiz....feel like crying....but i can't...coz...promise someone already...
today...got spotcheck...haiz...got scolded by someone...really very very mad...coz the girl lar...scold prefect enough already...somemore scold the discipline teacher...haiz....because of a pic...nothing much happened today....kinda happy....except that my grandpa went into hospital yesterday...luckily nothing happened....huh....no operation needed...yeah!!!
nothing to write today....at least i'm kinda happy....tomorrow have to go back to school for marching...then got tuition...haiz...very busy....
今天....蛮开心的....因为肯尼终于开回了....可是...我的日记帖子好像不见了一些...然后呢...积分也少了很多.....今天...还是必须搭车回家...因为没有人载我啦!!!哎哟...超闷....超累的...无言啦!!!!除了上网...还是上网....不过...明天有很多平测也....很懒得去读啊!!!可是....如果不读的话...后果就真的不堪设想.....到是候就真的死定了....下个星期...就生日了...可是...好像一点都不开心将....虽然有人送我最最最最最喜欢的周杰伦....给我...唉...大哥哥和二哥哥都没有时间陪我....一个每天都得留在学校开会...一个就得考试....算了啦!!!反正都已经习惯了.....唉....生病都不知甚么时候才会好....烦死了....好想它会点好回啊!!可是...我终是不听话的去和冷水....受不了.....
今天...
有是无聊的一天啦!!
快受不了了.....
除了操步外...
好像没甚么特别的事发生了...
因为已经很久没有操步了嘛...
加上我爱操步..
所以咯...
然后上生技的时候...
因为忘了带我的布..
所以就坐在一边跟别人聊天...
咋到!!!
一聊就聊了....
差不多两节课....
然后...
有讲座...
全初三的都得听...
可是...
几乎每个人都在那里....
钓鱼也....
哎哟....
然后...
就搭车回家啦!!!
最近都感到很内疚...
因为...
不懂啦!!!
不想烦啊!!!
快疯掉了....
哎哟!!!!
又病倒了啦...
真是没用....
几乎每天都在生病....
哎哟...
真的严重啦!!!!
我和他的距离真的越来越远了...
从前....
我们可以聊天聊到舍不得盖电话...
可是...
现在呢...
说盖就盖了...
真的想到就伤心啦!!!
可是答应了某人说我不会再为他而哭的....
所以....
还是别想了....
偶而想一下也未必不是好事....
可是...
想了以后....
又有甚么用呢???
可以改变事实吗??
我真的宁愿当初没有告诉他...
现在...
唉...
后悔啦!!!
不过...
今天还蛮开心的啦!!!!
因为没想到补考的华语会的到97分啊!!!
真的很开心啊!!!
一大班的人去补考...
几乎每个人的成绩都满好的....
哇哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!
今天....
哎哟...
上K.H.的时候啦!!!
缝那个布...
结果...
就弄伤手指啦....
痛死了....
可是....
很幸运的...
我的手指已经没有大碍了....
不过...
还是很痛啦!!!
回家的时候....
哎哟...
就打电话给大哥哥啦!!!
告诉他我弄伤了啦!!!
结果....
没事啦....
最后就在那里谈学校的东东啦!!
谈了大概半个小时吧...
他的妈妈就回来了....
然后就挂电咯....
然后呢...
就来这里写日记啊!!!
因为妈妈和爸爸都不在啊....
所以就上网咯....
反正...
我已经打算今天要读书读通晓了....
因为明天有平测嘛...
所以就将咯....
今天....
真的是我最最最最最伤心的一天了....
我失败了!!!
这是我从来都没有的失败...
真的对自己很失望啊!!!
哎哟!!!
烦死了啦!!!
从今天起....
我都不会再犯回同样的错误.....
今天....
的事情...
就当作没有发生过....
虽然将子做是...
很自欺欺人...
可是...
我真的想不到我可以怎样了...
除了...
把他当回普通朋友外...
我真的...
不想避开他...
唉...
一句话说完...
伤心到绝顶.....
今天....
心情不怎么好...
比昨天的...
低落很多了.....
很想哭啊!!!!!
最近....
好像做甚么都不专心...
就连功课也是将....
都不只该怎么办才好.....
读书又读不进脑....
然后才坐在那里发脾气....
真的很讨厌啊!!!
哎哟....
反正现在心情很烦...
很低落....
啊!!!
很想大哭一场.............
今早...
本来已经答应朋友要去打球的...
可是却不只为什么....
最近睡不醒...
所以今天我....
失约了!!!
今天啦!!!
很倒霉啊!!!!!!!
讨厌讨厌讨厌!!!!!!!!!!!!!
恨死自己了啦!!!!!!!!!
都怪自己手痒.....
竟然BLOCKED了MSN MESSENGER...
因为那个FIREWALL啦!!!
烦死了....
害到我又得从新下载过....
(朋友教我的)
啊!!!!
我快疯掉了!!!!!
很讨厌我的电脑啦....
都怪自己啦!!!
哼!!!
一气之下....
竟然看错东西....
我在想....
我的眼镜是买来干吗的....
买了又不戴....
因为戴眼镜戴太旧...
眼睛会肿起来....
然后就会很丑....很丑.....的....
再加上我在班上是坐前排的...
所以没甚么必要戴眼镜....
(这是我认为的)
可是....
老妈看到后...
又在那边碎碎念将....
唉....
讲到最后还是怪会自己好了...
因为....
如果以前好好照顾眼睛...
现在也就不用它了.....
想到就伤心....
后悔莫及啊!!!!!
一切都已经太迟了.....
今天....
挺开心的...
因为...
家里没有人....
除了婆婆和姑姑外...
弟弟和爸妈都出去了....
今天...
在学校....
上体育时...
打了一场篮球赛....
蛮好玩的....
已经很久没有碰到篮球了!!!
再说....
前几天....
也就是情人节那天晚上....
因为第二天有平测...
所以就读通晓....
搞到第二天差点就昏到....
上活动时....
就向组长要求休息...
从活动开始睡到活动结束....
严重!!!
哎哟....
反正最近都有很多平测要读....
可怜啊!!!
今年...
真的是第一年....
我对着电脑过新年...
挺无聊的....
真的很想念以前的日子....
算了....
反正以前的东西已经成为过去了....
今天啦!!
大年初一....
竟然睡到.....
十一点多才起床....
真的很够力....
严重啊!!
没办法...
昨天......
凌晨3点才睡觉....
今天难醒是难免的啦!!!
差点儿就没有红包拿了....
今天是我的一位朋友的生日...
可是....
我却没有祝他生日快乐...
因为他的电话没开....
再加上他在安顺....
真的是很欠扁啊!!
今天....
还好有表弟在这里陪我...
要不然我肯定闷死的...
哎哟...
反正....
今天很开心...
可是....
又不能说很开心那种....
哎哟...
难以解释啦!!!
今天啦!!
蛮开心的....
可是....
今早真的很鱼啊!!
我竟然睡不醒.....
真的是很严重.......
因为约了朋友打球嘛.....
结果迟到了!!!
然后.....打完球了就去剪头发....
因为得空没事干嘛...
就说要拉直头发咯....
一拉....就拉了我几个小时...
还好有朋友陪我...
要不然....我肯定发狂大叫.....
回家后.....就上网咯.....
好像每天都做着同样的东西....
可是至少比假期来得好玩....
哎哟....
没什么可以写了啦!!
今天啊!!!七早八早就起床...
因为要去打球嘛...
没办法咯.....因为答应了别人啦!!!
然后呢.....
哎哟!!!很好笑....
我和另外的朋友...
竟然穿了同一间衣服....
哎哟....无言啦!!!
哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!
吃完早餐....就准备去练球咯....
可是.....后来有人打电话来告诉我们....
今天没有练球啦!!!
失望也.....算了.....
打完球.....不就回家咯....
本来是想上网的...
可是我弟弟在用着电脑...
所以....我不就练琴咯....
因为太饿了....
就叫工人煮MAGGI给我吃....
吃饱....就看电视节目....
冲完凉.....没事干...
看到功课就想睡觉...
因为昨天很迟才睡嘛....难免的啦!!!
才睡没多久...就被人吵醒....
冤枉啊!!!
没多久.....我有再回去睡觉.....
睡到下午....
应该是DADDY回来的时候吧!!
老妈就把我叫醒.....
因为要出去了.....
换了衣服....就出门咯......
去到SOGO就去买衣服啦!!!
买到一半....大哥哥就打来了.....
因为他不要打扰我....
所以.....挂电了....
本来还说要去1 UTAMA的...
可是后来因为太迟了啊....
所以就没有去到啦.....
哎哟.....走了那么久...脚都走到软了啦!!!
最后不就回家咯....
回家CALL大哥哥....
才知道他在1 UTAMA....
哈哈哈哈哈哈.....
很好笑....我没去到....
反而....他在那里和朋友一起逛街....
哎哟....今天还满开心啦!!!
可是明天还要练球啊!!!
可怜....手脚肯定又再痛了啦!!!
无所谓啦!!
反正已经习惯了....
今天....不....应该是昨天....因为已经过了十二点嘛.....
昨天.....心情还是一样.............
将烂!!!
真的不知道为什么我的心情最近都将子.....
哎哟!!!有谁可以救救我啊???
明天(2月6日)是我二哥哥的生日....
可是却不能和他一起庆祝...
因为他只是我的干哥哥....好失望噢!!!
很想亲口祝他生日快乐啊!!!!
今天.....另一位哥哥回来了!!!
本来是很开心的....
因为已经很久没见到他了嘛.....
当然很想念他啦!!!
可是....因为某些事情....
我的心情有开始掉落了....
很想找大哥哥谈...
可是他却不在....
最后得到的答案是....
他今晚没回家.....唉......失望啊!!!!!!!!!!
刚才呢!!!
又跟另一位朋友谈电话....
可怜的是....
我竟然讲到我哭....
我也不知道为甚么我会掉眼泪....
哎哟!!!很烦啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
天啊!救救我吧!!!
我已经想尽办法让自己开心起来....
可是好像没有一个是行的通的......
看来我的头脑以经生锈了啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
真的......我发觉我只要一有东西做...
或到篮球场打球....
我的心情都会变好!!!
可是....偏偏今天我就是不想出去.....
唉...................................
为什么会将子的呢?????
today.......
got no mood at all..............
just hate it...........
then...yesterday....
too happy until can't fell asleep.......
haiz.....this morning....
woke up late again......
i promise to wake someone up..........
but.......................haiz.........
i can't wake up also.....
shit!!!
luckily he can wake up himself.........
or i'm really gonna DIE nicely.............................
today.....got assembly in the morning....
the class.......they were so DAMN IRRITATING!!!!!!
just hate them...........
when i asked them to que outside.....
nobody cares to bother me....
then i switched off the lights and fans.......
they YELLED at me.......
that moment...........
i almost cried out!!!
but when i thought of wat someone told me..................
i tried to CALM DOWN.........
then........went to the meeting room to get those stupid GINSENG for teacher....
when we took those stuffs down.......
the STUPID FAT-ASS EX-DISCIPLINE TEACHER...............
she scolded us like she's YELLING at her DOGS!!!!!!!
she's really very very very very BITCHY!!!!!!!
(sorry to say that....but i really can't control myself anymore.....)
this was because no one knows where to put those GINSENG!!!!
SHIT!!!!
just HATE her...................................
then........i also dunno when............
my friend told me that got lots of people hate me.......
FINE!!!
i knew this long time ago.......
those IDIOTS even wrote letter to tell me.........
but they don't want to admit that they were the one who wrote....
i hate people to GOSSIP about me....
if they hate me............
can't they just tell me STRAIGHT????
hate those BITCHES that always be "two headed snake"!!!!!!!!!
they always thought that they're the BEST!!!!!
felt like crying now.........
i really wanna cry............
can i???please..............................
is very SUFFERING being a PREFECT.......
why??why a PREFECT must be PERFECT????
PREFECT are also HUMAN BEINGS!!!!
haiz................................
really wanna cry......................
