cried again....haiz....marching marching marching....

haiz...really got very dissapointed with my group...coz they never pratice their marching....huh....i really can't understand...why no one got nervous eventhough the competition is coming....haiz....really got nothing to say about it already...today...went to tuition....haiz...the teacher lar...haiz....dunno lar....then came home...after eating....called someone.....cried for the first time on the phone...but who knows??later....cried for the second time when***called....this time...i cried for a long time...just dunno why....everytime also cried so easily....
can't they just pay more responsibility to the marching group and themselves???