HELP~~

can someone help me?
i really need help now!!!
haiz....
he really approach...
sorry....no feel!
can't accept~
plus...
i know you not for long...
and i also can't forget him...
until today...
he's still in my heart...
deep inside~
no one can represents him....
wat to do?
maybe one day....
until that day i've forget him...
only i can accept others...
no matter who i like now...
there's still no one can represents him in my heart~
i don't know why!
maybe he's toooo important to me!
i can't live without him...
i'm really sorry...
i tried already...
i tried to like others...
but can't help~
i tried to approach to someone that i maybe will like~
but i'm really tooo stupid...
i thought he was that guy...
when he rejected me...
i cried so sadly...
haiz....
maybe it really needs time to wash away all his memories that is in my BRAIN~
it really takes such a long time...
haiz....
sorry~
i really can't accept you guyz except that i have feel...
sorry....

aikz....

exam just ended not long....result were BAD!extremely BAD~althought i did some improvement in some of the subjects...still useless lar~the maths...i only got 19 for it~then my english i got the highest in so many subjects lor~52/60!cool....love english forever....erm...nothing lar~

got a feel like D likes me...maybe wrong lar...hope that i'm wrong...coz dunno how to face him...one JAYSON already put me into so much trouble...if this one approach also...then i really die lor....

he treat me very good...like a sister lor....maybe i think tooooo much lar~i really hope so....coz he already like a girl~heard that she quite nice one wor...dunno ler...but i know this guy not handsome one.....but very gentleman lar!hehehe.....

erm....dunno wat to write already.....long time never write here already....suddenly dunno how to write already....haiz....only write secret here....this is the BEST place for me to write my SECRET lor~coz i don't think got anyone know i write my blog here....hahahaha~