thank you mr low.

thank you my beloved boyfriend..

thanks for the love...

thanks for the care...

thanks for giving in when i'm being really really ridiculous..

thanks for cooking for me =P is really yummylicious..

thanks for staying with me all the while..

thanks for killing off all my brain cells so that my brain could produce new ones..

thanks for being so tolerant...and intolerant sometimes =P

lots to thanks..

and i appreciate it MUCH!thank you =)

and love you always..muackxx...

heart you always babe =)

sean kingston----------------replay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin' you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is a gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone, from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I'm in the kitchin cookin things she likes

We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my ipon stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
A girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me
Ay, I can be your melody
A girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

Ay, na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That I can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my iPod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

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one new addiction...muahaha..heard it on hitz..and i'm in love with this song =) soooo naise =P

can't sleep again..

bah!insomnia back...ish ish ish!

i wonder why is this stupid sickness always happened to me...fucking hate it!

especially when i already done all my exams..and i need to work..

sigh....life aint that easy after all....

was playing typing maniac throughout the night...seriously life less..

i need to do something more valuable...and not just sit there like a dumbass...

sigh...sigh..

uploaded few more shots from genting onto facebook...kinda lazy tho...

eww...i wanna sleep!!!!!!!!!

24062009------------------>life lately..

well well well..i'm one girl that has itchy ass and i couldn't stay still in a place for a long long time..is suicide for me..besides reading books..ok reading a book aint doing nothing =) fell sick 2 days ago..for NO REASON..ish!working life not that easy...not that tough as well..just bear with it..i'm cool with it...still no car yet...uncle leong..please get me one ASAP!!need it...URGENTLY!!!ish..humph! seriously lifeless..sleep...stoned...eat...work...been repeating the same old life for err 3 days?and then it became WORST..eww..that sucks..

been putting on weight lately..my losing weight plan in 2 months shall just forget bout it..been EATING NON STOP..my fucking god!free chocolate cake..free food..free fried pork skin...free pork...free drinks...ALL FREE!effing lucky aint it?hehehe..too bad i'm having SORE EYES...fucking having carrot colours eyes..ish~fugly...and is like water tap...why the hell on earth that tears kept rolling down for nothing?i aint crying..just HATE IT!hate falling sick..hate it hate it! =(

hmm..i got my cd..muahahaha...now that i could share the pictures here..weeeeeeeee

see the eskimo in genting =)

the normal couple and the abnormal one =D

ya allah..i worship ur undies ^^

this is total speechless

2 tired people =(

*hugs*

shaving creams!see the difference?

sweeeeeeto!

2 silly people =)

welcome to msia

i like this =)

the real and the fake muahahaha

err?

too many to upload..lol...so that's all =) imagine 494 shots..hard to pick...hehe =D

16062009----------------->half a year already

haha..thank you my beloved boyfriend..for keeping me BUSY for the past 6 months..thanks a lot...seriously appreciated it much..yah and i know i've been saying this lotsa times..i jux had the urge to say it over and over again kent zhuzhu i love you!you've been one great guy that changed my life..upside down in and out =) there are good and bad changes..well i'll just accept them muahaha and live them on ^^

well...we've made one really great trip to genting and haha ONE GREAT MOVIE INTRODUCED BY ANDERSON^^ thank you sooooo much..." DRAG ME TO HELL" one great american movie that muahahaha...you guys should scream with me!yippie..didn't went genting for 2 nights..due to some problem..but we did made it there for one great night of stay...that whole gang be super duper gay (is a fact please dun deny it!)...but great one tho...i had great memories..well..crazy minds are always well connected!!!

EXAM is over.....FINALLY OVER!!!!yippie yaya!! ^^ for whatever it is the result will be..we'll face it during august..i won't stay emo all day because i knew i did real BAD...sigh * why?reasons be because i DIDN'T STUDY lor....i PLAYED too much dy...i DAY DREAMED too much...anymore?well have no idea..been worrying bout my love life a lot...afraid of breaking up and stuffs..yes!why?cox i had phobia ending up my 5th month and proceeding it to the 6th...i'm sorry babe...i really was in great tense last month..i hope you understand..

hmm...lets talk bout my exam then~FUCKING MATHS paper almost made me cried that day when i was in the exam hall...so so so people please please please DO NOT remind me about my MATHS PAPER 3...i mind you guys..cox i might jux err...cry in front of you..my law papers was quite ok i think..but i did BADLY for my tort...hmm..hope i could still pass it then...economics..one subject that i have no comment for it.. =) leave it to God...weeeeee =P

was supposed to go to one class party..but..sad i got NO CAR and hell far...puchong wei..who is there so kind that will fetch me back from puchong back to kepong then back home?happy things just happened out of the blue..I GOT A NEW PAIR OF GLASSES...sad case came right after it...short sighted increased by 50...very great =) must be because of darling's glasses..we have opposite err short sighted power...so..when we exchange glasses...dizziness will jux pop out!muahahaha...

ouh i'm seriously dying of boredom...HAVE NO LIFE ok?is sooooo BORING when you have nothing to do at ALL!ish...so i have this brilliant plan that i shall end myself up at any of the bookshops..Borders or Kinokuniya will do me good.. =) i hope i won't be lazy and get my ass there..holy i need to fill my life with stories and books man...can't live without books..i'm kinda like a nerd but a good one hahahaha^^

watched 50dates jux now...well..another great movie that inspired me about the story that i stopped half way...ever wonder why i aint sleeping 4am?muahaha..i always whined and complained that i DUN HAVE enough sleep at night because of exams...well..and now i ended up not sleeping =( i simply missed those days when i was busy preparing exams and i actually spent most of my time studying,reading books...urgh!i think i sounded like a maniac here.. =)

there are 500 great shots in darling's camera..great ones!we got them when we were at genting and mamak...very very good!one sad thing will be..i won't be seeing my beloved one anytime soon..so forget bout the idea of getting the photos =( sigh* i want the shaving creams picture!!!one great shot by ME~muahahaha...well..there are a few shots that could make them magazine cover...all by ME!yippie...must know that because the bf is one good photographer..the girl is potential as well =P hahahaha...

i'm being lame here..and sigh* bored hell!!!can't do shits tho...zhuzhu went to bed dy..FEW hours back..and not JUST! T_T guess i'll jux tucked myself under the blankie and start dreaming big bout my life after i started my job...am LOOKING FORWARD k?

kent dear..thank you sooo much for everything!muackxx muackxx joo..love you always =)

05062009--------------------->well well well...

hmm~wat to blog about today?yeah..God knows..this is so gona be another random post by me...things are gonna be randomly typed and muahahha..i won't have the slightest idea of what to post =) awesome ^^

surprise is FUN!being surprised would be even BETTER!but..note that both surprising someone and being surprised by someone...shall not go beyond the boundary...thanks to the people around me..i was getting MORE and MORE surprises everyday~*sigh* lessen the surprises please..i want back my normal life..

those people who shouldn't exist on earth please dissapear..thank you!i DO NOT welcome you to drop by here...DO NOT!and i DON'T LIKE it!yes..i HATE IT to be exact!thanks for spoiling my mood and being an obstacle in my life...i just DON'T WANT to make those part of my life =( so...be smart and just FUCK OFF thank you =) 

friends...one of the greatest element that would influence us in our great life...getting a friend aint easy...it be the toughest if u want to get a TRUE friend...well..i've gotten mine long ago..have you found yours?friends that always be with you couldn't count as true friends..friends that will BE THERE for you...take those as true ones..people come and go in our life everyday...you'll know who are the real ones and who are the fake ones when you're in DEEP SHIT!wanna know the true face of your friends?get urself into deep shit and you'll know =) hehe ^^

well..is just a random post...off i go...hitting the sack now =) finally... i dun simply call someone elses bitch..so..please don't make me call you one =) have fun!

my so called great life over here...

sometimes we just don't get what we want..

sometimes we just don't get what we expected...

sometimes things just won't go according to plans..

sometimes life is worst than being a bitch..

sometimes...sometimes..sometimes...

there are lotsa times in our life...but how come there aint LIFES in our life?hahaha..i'm stupid here!

hmm...we just can't tell and we just don't know..we just can't predict and we shall just wait..

viewed a few pics of my friends on facebook just now..and you could conclude it well...

life aint just about studies..and friends..but also us!me...meh..myself!

we're human..the animal with the greatest intelligence built..well...we could adapt to a place easily...we could mix and mingle if we want to...

i felt happy and weird at the same time....

when we're in kindergarten..we mix with kids and we whined to grow older..it goes the same when we're in primary and secondary school..

well..after that..we departed from each other and we do different things and have different goals in life =)

some friends..we just lost the contacts...some friends..no matter what happened will still be there..

some...even when you see them..you wouldn't bother to say "HI"..

urgh..i have no idea what am i doing here =(

well...i've got my job today as a part time bartender in one of the mexican & german restaurant..credits to thau theng..as he looked up for me!

great..after this your job would be going home with me...hohoho^^ can't wait to give a kick off for my new life..i shall say byebye to my a-lvls..i promise that i'll do better this time!!!rawr!!!God help me please lemme pass =D

no matter how many fights we had...i still love you my boyfriend...muackxx!

what the fuck is love?

YAH!!!please tell me who loves me....i really need to know..it seems like i'm just one annoying bitch that been bugging around forever and ever !

please tell me how to fucking feel SECURE when i cudn't at all...please please please...O LORD!!!

please tell me....how to not provoke ur bf when u get hurt so much...

please tell me...why am i always the one who got scolded for helping my bf..

please tell me..WHY THE HELL AM I SO FUCKING STUPID?

please tell me..wat's wrong with loving one guy?

please tell me...why the guy wudn't fucking care bout you?when u shed a tear silently?

please tell me..why when u called ur bf would be a stress?

please tell me..since when i fucking think that i'm a bitch?

please tell me..SINCE WHEN I STARTED TO SWEAR LIKE AN IDIOT?

please lemme be the TAN SUE YINN that i wanna be..please let me be the way i am feeling comfortable with..

please....I BEG YOU MY LOVE..I BEG EVERYONE ELSE...

i dun owe anyone a piece of shit in my life...the only people i owed them SOOO MUCH is my FAMILY!

i take you as one..but do you take me as part of it?

i might look tough from the outside..DO YOU KNOW HOW FRAGILE IS MY STUPID HEART?

BECAUSE OF MY STUBBORNESS I ENDED UP LIKE THIS again!!!!!!!!

OH MY FUCKING LORD..PLEASE...PLEASE...

someone gimme 2 slaps..i guess i deserved to have it!

i need to wake up from my stupid dream that i always think that he would be nicer...that he would be back to the one that i know at first..that I COULD FUCKING PROVE EVERYONE WRONG!

and now..EVERYONE IS PROVING ME WRONG!ok..so is my fault..thank you!