what the fuck is love?

YAH!!!please tell me who loves me....i really need to know..it seems like i'm just one annoying bitch that been bugging around forever and ever !

please tell me how to fucking feel SECURE when i cudn't at all...please please please...O LORD!!!

please tell me....how to not provoke ur bf when u get hurt so much...

please tell me...why am i always the one who got scolded for helping my bf..

please tell me..WHY THE HELL AM I SO FUCKING STUPID?

please tell me..wat's wrong with loving one guy?

please tell me...why the guy wudn't fucking care bout you?when u shed a tear silently?

please tell me..why when u called ur bf would be a stress?

please tell me..since when i fucking think that i'm a bitch?

please tell me..SINCE WHEN I STARTED TO SWEAR LIKE AN IDIOT?

please lemme be the TAN SUE YINN that i wanna be..please let me be the way i am feeling comfortable with..

please....I BEG YOU MY LOVE..I BEG EVERYONE ELSE...

i dun owe anyone a piece of shit in my life...the only people i owed them SOOO MUCH is my FAMILY!

i take you as one..but do you take me as part of it?

i might look tough from the outside..DO YOU KNOW HOW FRAGILE IS MY STUPID HEART?

BECAUSE OF MY STUBBORNESS I ENDED UP LIKE THIS again!!!!!!!!

OH MY FUCKING LORD..PLEASE...PLEASE...

someone gimme 2 slaps..i guess i deserved to have it!

i need to wake up from my stupid dream that i always think that he would be nicer...that he would be back to the one that i know at first..that I COULD FUCKING PROVE EVERYONE WRONG!

and now..EVERYONE IS PROVING ME WRONG!ok..so is my fault..thank you!