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it's time for some udpates

so i've been sick for a week...wat a sicko girl..=/
and finally i paid a visit to the place that i hate most..the stupid clinic!
ewww..another week of drugs consumption...
i think because i took extra dosage or wat...
fuck that i couldn't get up this morning and thank god i got an extra day of MC..
so i actually slept for 15 hours...wat a great day eh?
half a day gone...
lunch with yuki again..weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
no more cock(coke) for the week so i changed it to lin bee nah(ribena)..
the cough syrup is a nightmare as well as the antibiotic...
sucky!that's it...blek

21st century breakdown

guilty conscience
please tell me what i did wrong?
father in heaven, i need ur guidance now.
i wana drink till i can't remember a shit
just let me scream my lungs out
i wana shop till my legs can't walk anymore
let me run till i no longer loves running
let me cry it all out
someone please tell me i'm not sinful?
give me a pack of cig and i'll finish them off
i know i'd promised but just let me be.
i tried not to think but apparently i can't
i'm emotionally unstable and i might just add a few lines on that flawless part
being inconsiderate means i don't bother
being considerate = getting blame without saying anything extra
my guardian angel i need u and where are you now?
i thought jesus would send u to me?
apparently He didn't

selfish

i'll take the blame...













sorry













i know i hurt you

















sorry........

















fucked*

finally i'm done

procrastination is SUCKY...i have no idea why am i one of those procrastinator out there. =/
i was told that i'll need a personal statement 2~3 weeks back.
BUT HELL...i kept telling myself that i have amper of time and i should just see how.
the best part would be when my friend started to correct all my blardy grammar mistake that's when i felt embarassed and stupid and i started to hate broken english.
TOO MUCH of those will really affect it. OMG!

i couldn't imagine how that personal statement of mine is going to impress the UNI in UK.
the only thing i could say is i'd already did my best and yah that's the best i could provide at this moment.
i really felt like crying when i saw all those careless and stupid mistakes. WTF were all those?
bullshit... isssshhhhh

please pray hard that whatever i'd said or wrote or typed out in that statement made some sense to them..really.
studying in the overseas meant alot to me.
keep ur fingers cross peeps x x thanks =)

after today i no longer need to worrry bout the dumb statement and all i need to do is WAIT FOR THE RESUTLS and also the offer letter.
please please..my dear UNIs...i love you...just send me smth =D

working life

been working for a week..and almost a half =) so far so good i'd say...
more to see...hahaha
the true faces of the colleagues...
few had shown...more to go =P
T.E.A.M.W.O.R.K was taught but my team didn't carried out.
i was dissapointed and pissed off really...
don't fucking ask for teamwork when YOU don't know how!thank you.
so...kena penalty to dance.arrgghhhh
mr.fat recorded it on my phone and it was F-ING funny...
EMBARASSING really =/ my goodness
and i got offended when someone just said...the chinese girl.
WTF is that the chinese girl?my name very hard to remember is it?
SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!!!!!read..SUE!!!ANN!!!zzzz
i'm not just one fucking chinese girl.....wtf
or u want me to give you one easier name to remember?so you won't call me the chinese girl anymore? call me justine then...NOT justin..
bah i doubt if you could pronounce it properly =/ don't spoil my name...

went window shopping with raj and saw quite a number of stuffs =)
AWESOME!!!!hahaha...shopping spree and FOOD after i get my pay =D
smile...smile...smile....wakakakakakakakkaa...
S.C.I.C.O.M.E.R that's the name that wesha gave us ppl working in the company lol...
tired yet happy working life...
I HATE THE JAM!!!!and the pest on the road...=/

a new blog skin =D

weeeeeeeeeee
i changed the blog skin liao =D
wakakakkaa....so happy de hor....=)
because i saw this that's why....ahh....
so cute right???!?!???! =P
some of the sidebars went missing i duno where they went...
hehe..simply because i forgotten to copy the html code =/
ahhh but i feel happier when i see the blog laaaa =D bear with my dumbness aite?

very lazy and very tired lately.
ah.
off to bed
nite!

moving away

it's 2010. i'm planning of to move to a brand new blog =D
wat'd you think?hahaa...
unless there's someone who's willing to change and do something for me =/
too bad that person didn't exist.
So i'm hunting for a new place to move in and before that i'll still stick right here =)
hahaha...

everything is moving on.me, my life. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G i meant.

had a job in somewhere. weeeeeee
made new friends.
now i'd got one more macha friend added to the list.MR.RAJ---the fat!

because of the stupid jam and the working hours everyday i'll be home around 10pm
people like me simply hates the jam and i'd rather waste my time in the mall sitting. =)

bloody ankle went swollen again and i think it's high time for me to visit the tit dah again =/
arrrgh....and sore throat and cough...and cold =/
things just went go right when you're already in bad luck

met an accident few days back.. and i'd said it's fucked up
from that on i went anti babis..yah i AM racist!so what?

till today i have't watch my avatar in 3d yet...because of someone.
arughghghgh
BUT hell i watched ju-on 4...just another stupid horror movie i'd said..
the cinema was so smelly =/ filled with the ppl that were so inconsiderate...
fucking do not remove the shoes when u know you have that "hongkong feet" la...
all these people should fucking just send them to someone institution...
teach them some manners..make them crazy =)

i'm so into something lately. someone. somethings.
jay chou!JAY CHOU!
and one new rule. DO NOT CALL ME SUE! i don't like it.
thank you.

02012010--------------->first post of the year

first post of the year lol..haha =) lets see...wat to update~NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?well..i have nothing to plan for year 2010 yet...so far i think...
things just WON't go accordingly to plan...God simply loves to fool us around. SAD =/

since it's year 2010, we shall just look forward to certain things. EX: flying away and behappy =D
I'd definitely love to get outta this country..i don't care if it means missing someone or not.
People learn how to cherish when they lose the precious don't they?
well, i think i need to lose them once only i'll know how to cherish them.
Just once and i meant my brothers no others.

Am currently in a complicated relationship. W-H-Y?i have no idea.
I WANNA KNOW too..TEACH ME!how to get rid please.

One thing i'm glad is that i always have friends.
I have people that can help me to get rid of my boredom and cheer up my day =)
Simply love them. Muackxx.

turning into 20 aint that fun after all.
I wanna go back to child hood.
That's when u get all the happiness and worries free. =D

I enjoy the life of being pampared by everyone. Who hates that?
I enjoy the life of seeing food EVERY WHERE. it can be kinda sinful tho.
I enjoy the life of being MYSELF. M-E- N M-Y-S-E-L-F
I enjoy the life of FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Time to start a new life.
2 decades had past. and. this is the best time to GROW UP =)
no longer a LITTLE GIRL.
urgh. i don't really like that.
but helllllllll...................

2010. i hope this is gonna be a superb year =)
GOD BLESS all of us.
and especially u ^^