my year 2008...^^

year 2008...a year which filled with happiness and sadness and surprises...hohoho^^never let myself sleep and rest for a long long time..never like to have a boring life..i'm always busy^^that's life..live them up till you're too tired to continue...hehe...my life is always...colourful although there are time which is miserable..

well..this year..i left the whole science 3 and went to college instead..really couldn't coop with the mandarin subjects sorry...then...there's this problem with college...i've got really great and fantastic lecturers..sad part be the management suckx!credits to dr.kharl..ya is DR. he got his PHD in finance...then my best best best sociology lecturer..MR.SHANKAR...then there's this cool law lecturer..MR.BALA~although it was just 30 days...maybe lesser..the chances you guys gave me were way too much..especially mr.bala...you've trusted me and let me joined the moot competition...thanks!^^ i chose to be the sub because i've known myself too well..afterall..is still thank you...

after that one month..i went to atc...ya..atc this college has always been my last resort..i never like the place where the college situated..i still remembered last time after tuition at chan she...and whenever i passed by the college i would tell myself that i won't go to that college..god knows i ended myself upthere?ish~so well...i've got one nice lecturer here...mr.siva..anyway..days in atc were cool..nice and fantastic i guess..haha^^i've got my own buddy..jasmine..and a few close friends..ya..rumors again..about me and jy..haha..

then there's this passerby in my life..omg..he's a friend of jas...well..never knew that he be such coward!mofo?ya..i guess he be one of them then..lucky me for not loving you..ya..never love that guy..simply plain liking..but it shud be months ago..i shall not forget wat you've done to in my life..it be the best lesson i've ever learnt...thank you so much!never learn how to hate someone because i duno how to..unfortunately...it seems that you somehow pricks the hatred in my heart that i now hate you so much till i don't know why..

credits to you that all because of you i asked tom for a dota game and i got to know the whole dota gang..and my current bf be one of them^^so...i've got my best present for christmas i guess...went to genting with my dearest...sat for my a-lvls exam...results be out by next year january...not really ready to face the result i guess...have no idea how my result is gonna be..made up my mind that i chose mechanics instead of statistics..yes..never like stats..all the graphs been killing me for the past few years...

well?guess it be going to the uk as my next target!I SHALL DO MY BEST FOR IT THEN...so do you my dear..my year 2008 turned out to be quite exciting afterall..haha...at least i got my finisher medal for my adidas king of the road half marathon..shall get more next year..hehe^^went to jay's concert..hahahaha...had my 18th birthday party..couldn't ask for more right?i've got my best year~although my result sucks..yes..my spm sucks!so?never care much..all i have to do is to get good grades for my A-lvls..here i come my beloved A2..wait for me!

p/s:happy new year guys!

29122008-------------->i'm so not fine lately

yes..i'm not fine!i'm so freaking unfine!!!!!!!i have no idea what's wrong with my bloody brain..it's not functioning well i guess..the more i cares the more i worries about..so i shall not care so much and lessen the worries...why would i give a damn when i don't even have any idea what were you thinking about?
it's my fault all my fault fine?my fault for being such a good friend that i lent you that book and now you fucking lost my book!never even bother to ask me how?simply give me a sentence sorry i couldn't find that book that's all!HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO MY HOMEWORKS THEN?ya..you've scored good grades for your uec and what about my A-lvls?please don't freaking ignore me...
since when i couldn't write my feelings here anymore?i didn't realized this..i cares too much about people..well then someone please teach me to not to care SO MUCH..jas's right..i have no responsibility on everything..why would i care so much?
ya..i have moodswings...and you can choose to leave me alone then..I AM SO FUCKING NOT FINE!who the hell on earth would be ready for me to scream at besides chang?i need some fresh air..let me out of the stupid house!ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH

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24122008/25122008--------->christmas

christmas..christmas!What a nice festival to celebrate with your love ones..

well..i've celebrated mine with my darling..yes..that guy in the picture!hehe^^

everything went well on that day..went there with jasmine and sk and some of sk's friends..

ok..which i don't find most of them to be friendly..

anyway...lets talked bout the trip...

FINALLY..I GOT TO TASTE THE YUMMY NASI LEMAK IN TD....

well..it was nice..haha^^

then...we went to puduraya to buy bus tickets...but....the tickets were sold out..

earliest was 3pm..that time when i asked was..err..11smth?

then there were taxi drivers who charged us RM20 per person that sent us straight up to genting

well..we took that instead and i slept in the taxi..happily..

it took us around 1 hour to reach genting..hoho^^

saved up lotsa time to queue up for the cable car...

played pool..fui kor be pro at it..my darling also pro larh k~

then?nothing much simply walked around....and they went for food...

before that we had wedges^^haha...cheesy wedges are YUMMY..

took a few captions outside first world hotel and we went back in...

fui kor and his friend had dinner at kenny rogers..

worst ice cream i ever had...omg!

wanted to go outdoor and play after the dinner..

sigh...they closed it at 7pm...WHAT THE FUCK?!seriously..what the fuck!

so...walked around again and again....bored like hell..

wasted all those time waiting for fui kor's friend ended doing shits!

went to starbucks and had a cup of hot chocolate...

didn't even played at the arcade..well...none of them would wanna play there..

it be so funless to play alone..i know kent would play with me...argh

next time we go our own..and walk on our own...

waited and waited...then went to resort hotel...sat there and stoned...

well...there's this crazy guy..called justin...ya..a friend of shaun and justin~

err..nothing much to say about this justin guy..no comments..

then...all of them went out...and we stoned again?till12am..it was christmas..

merry christmas...my kr bro sent me a christmas message all the way from china..

thanks a lot!!sorry larh...my phone ran outta credit that's why i didn't reply you..

after that went for movie....BEDTIME STORIES...

ouh~nice movie!adam sandler rocks

ok...after that movie..was supposed to yumcha with fuikor and jasmine..

but..our friend there..fell asleep...and couldn't wake up..wat to do?

so i walked around with my darling lor..it was raining outside..

can't even go out...sigh T_T

went to coffee bean instead and sat there for the rest of the night..

hot chocolate in coffee bean suckx...i don't really like it..

had breakfast in mcd...then walked around again..

yes..went all the way to genting without rooms be suxxors.

never do that again!called jas in the morning..all of them were still sleeping..

so we went home first..

took cable car...omg!!!!i felt so sick in that crazy thing..

sigh...waited for one an a half hour simply for a bus back to kl..

that was torture..darling arh darling..please drive the next time^^

went back to his house and slept...finally i get to sleep...

well..the rest of the day be normal..nothing much to update..

i be lazy for that..haha^^

p/s:i had my best christmas present for the year...hohoho^^

Bohemian Rhapsody------------------Queens

Is this the real life
Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
Im just a poor boy,i need no sympathy
Because Im easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesnt really matter to me,
To me

Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now hes dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now Ive gone and thrown it all away
Mama ooo,
Didnt mean to make you cry
If Im not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters

Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine
Bodys aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama ooo (any way the wind blows)
I dont want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning very very frightening me
Galileo (galileo)
Galileo (galileo)
Galileo figaro (magnifico)
But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me
Hes just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go ,will you let me go
Bismillah! no ,we will not let you go let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go let me go
Will not let you go let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby-cant do this to me baby
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters,nothing really matters to me,

Any way the wind blows....

23122008------------------->is it me or what?

i seriously have no idea wat's bothering my mind right now..i don't know wat's so wrong..
maybe is my fault..maybe is just me!seriously i'm afraid getting ditched for the second time..
ok so it's phobia..i thought i could simply overcome it!but i couldn't!!!I CAN'T!
yes i love you but the phobia..so?it takes time isn't it?
every now and then when i'm alone i would remember the days i got ditched..
the pain the memories..how i wish there's this soup that would wash away all memories..
sorry kent i am seriously sorry....
yes u made me fell in love..u made me said that 3 words...u made me miss you like crazy..
but u didn't remove the phobia..
i could finally hate him from the bottom of my heart...credits to the letter he wrote..
BUT THE CRAZY PHOBIA MY DEAR..THE PHOBIA!
ever wonder why i would want a fight?
i never had a great fight before..a fight would get the hearts closer..
after that fight think properly..maybe u would know each other more..
we had one yesterday right?wasn't that good..at least i know you hate last minute stuffs..
is just a week..there's so many weeks more to go..
seriously..could the GOD gimme more confidence?at least for the last time?
at least i think it be worthy for me to give out more......
sigh ...........
how long would the happiness last?how long till sadness starts?
keep the fingers across...

*today...laren told me something bout mistletoe..haha..everyone know wat's a mistletoe and i don't..so u shud kiss ur lover under the mistletoe tree..but...would the tale be true?

16122008--------------------->anonymous

err..nothing much to update recently besides me having a boyfriend..
haha..yeah that be my christmas present?haha~
who's that guy?lolx..he be NICE~
cox he's ANONYMOUS...haha..hahahahahahhaa....
bah..i duno wat i'm doing here..sigh
anyway..he be my best boyfriend after the previous one..
OBVIOUSLY HE BE WAY WAY WAY BETTER THAN THE REST OF THEM
ok so i wasn't ready at first..i really did gave a thought bout it...and..not bad..
crazy jasmine was like OMG WTF SO FAST!
haha..angel's reaction..lolx~~lolxx...
nevermind..cox i had a shocked as well...because i told jackson i be alone for christmas..
but now there's someone to celebrate with..hoho~~^^
I BE LUCKY then...
hmm..nothing much..went to pav and snapped the christmas trees..ouh it be nice!^^
thanks my darling...thank you so much^^

16122008------------------>i can't sleep...

jux read the blog i shared with laren and all..hmm..i saw something..constructive^^
life shudn't be waiting but to keep it moving on..yea..true..
chang came back from s'pore..he went for the meditation course held in one of the buddhist temple..glad that he told me he gain a lot~at least u didn't waste your time there..
then...my beloved wife called..sigh..her results..was a mess..i'm so sorry i cudn't give much advice and help...no worries i'll be there whenever u need me...
think back..never regretted studying in a chinese school..yea..my chinese sucks..but at least i had some life which other people don't have it..^^
hmm..lulu be going to the states soon i guess..never asked her how's her result..bet is great..she has been trying very hard on it...
and me..having class later..but bloody wide awake now...wat to do?
this week will be my last week having class..and I'LL BE HAVING HOLIDAYS TILL NEW YEAR!yes~~YES!!
sigh...the whole family going to langkawi and i'm staying back...I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY BECAME SUCH A GOOD GIRL AND STOP SKIPPING MATHS..
ok fine..i need good grades..but i don't find it if i were to attend HER STUPID MATHS class i will pass my exam with flying colours..
sigh..nevermind..i told daddy i won't go..hence uncle menglek could go with them..ya..u guys be drunktards there then..
nothing much to update..ouh pc fairs..this year's pc fair really had got nothing much to see..
snapped a few pictures of HOT GIRLS with kent's DSLR...hehe^^
sad i dun have the pics..because the kind guy dun wanna send them to me..
going to low yat later..daddy didn't pay me..AND I'M IN TOTAL BROKE STATS..sigh..
anyway..time to bed i guess..sigh..i have to sleep T_T or uncle khor be killing me in class..

10122008----------------->credits to uncle lol

hmm...last day of training..hoho^^ no more going taman desa dy if there's no more matches..
weeee....tomorrow be pingpong match..and i didn't go college today...
sigh..told jy to bring the pingpong bat for me and i didn't go for class...why?
COX I COULDN'T WAKE UP...sigh..although my babysitter called and messaged..and jas simply spammed my phone with messages and i still couldn't wake up..
ok..imagine how tired am i~anyway..i fell back to sleep and woke up an hour later..^^ then i went out dy...
lolx...reached td for a while only..then it started to rain...sigh* so me and kent stayed in the room...till duno wat time..i think it be 3pm..only went out for makan and bball..lolx~
ouh the roti bomb's nice..haha^^ long time didn't makan such nice food le...is so unfair..how come taman desa got nice food and kepong dun have? T_T
yeah then bball practice..the floor be slippery...hard to get the ball in..i also duno why~
my problem..sigh* friday's the match...let it be then..
running on a slope is no fun...i always die there..i hate slopes..is sickening..i need to train on that..
next year's kl tower run must be faster dy..and more marathons..yeepie!
sad case be next year's A2....urgh..can't screw up the papers le..
ouh yea..dropped stats 2 and i took mechanics instead..yes..hopefully i made the right choice...
statistics' suxxors..physics..i could easily score a B in my SPM when i didn't study haha^^
by the way...i got ditched by friends in the basketball tournament..no..shud put it in a way that they suddenly said they're busy and not going..
so..they whole game been cancelled..fantastic right?it be AWESOME..
anyway...jy told me before his team 7 people an 2 guys won't be able to turn up..so i said i be their sub..i really have no idea why i love basketball so much~
has been playing since standard 4...ya..jux i didn't go practice..and i simply play..hehe^^
ouh...today while playing bball...omg!!i saw retarded kids..haha...hahahahahaha...
then i saw retarded teenagers..haha^^ real retards..
they punched each other and fell into the pool..and they carried someone and threw that fella into the pool~hoho^^ retards..
ouh..kent's niece is so cute~~omg...and the nephew as well..lolx...lolx...CUTIES^^
lolx..then went home and i was supposed to sleep..but..tension drove me crazy and i'm here..xien

08122008-------->another 5 days since my last update^^

huh....has been playing bball lately..and i actually played 2 days only...not really 2days..but..at least i did played...missed those days at the court..
but..they renovated it and we no longer play there...kinda sad tho..bloody they took like..half a year to get that thing done...
roy's back today from s'pore..the last time i saw him was....during my bday party..which was months ago...haha
that day..played bball v kent under the rain was nice..after so many years...i din really played in the rain..sigh* simply miss those days so much~
with yong,xiang,roy,chester and all...when we actually sneaked into the cyber and climbed into school for the court..those days..haha^^
yesterday..had a game..teamed v a soloer...never like soloer in life..got affected by yong and all i guess?kor always tell me..bball game is teamwork can't solo de..sure die
anyway...had great time playing bball..sad case din do any runnings..i really wonder how the hell am i suppose to finish my 100m 200m 400m in time...hmm...then...nothing..
i saw someone familiar in the train!without my spects..i thought it was you~
i really wonder when only the image of yours would disappear in my life..never like to have it in my memory forever...is painful...
it wasn't that nice...i took such bloody long time to let go..and i couldn't...right?i'm a failure..i fail!
thursday's pingpong match....i duno how am i gonna play...rumors bout me and junyong has been spreading like disease again lately..and uh huh..i thought they stopped it!
anyway..i don't know how to play pingpong..and sigh shudn't have promised him for the doubles..well..guess i would just try my best then...
grandma has been discharged...hope she's doing well at home..i duno much...guess i shall take care of her like how she had taken care of me when i was still a kid like roc..
she has always been the best grandma and i really duno why she became like this...is all because of a stroke....

02122008------------------->???

let's see...din update for such a long time and i don't know wat to post..haha^^anyway..had great time staying in subang (ching's hse)...baked cakes and gingerbread men..haha^^
played with the icings and creams and all..swam and played basketball...and I HAD NOT ENUF OF SLEEP everyday...pathetic..and do LOTS AND LOTS OF CHORES..
my cheese cake...^^ chocolate cheese...
aite..then we went to a private sector for lunch after swimming..that restaurant's fantastic....serves nice and yummy foods..
my lunch..yummy...
lots of pictures to be post..but due to my laziness..haha..i dun feel like posting them dy...i managed to capture a rainbow when we were going to uncle's shop...although that pic wasn't that clear..still you could see the rainbow..muahaha..
not that clear..but can still see the rainbow..
hmm..then yesterday..which is 0112..went midvalley with mun,kr,drugs,vinzhen and my babysitter...
the outing was fun...watched...QUARANTINE..with them..and bloody that movie..ish!all of them were laughing and i was the only one screaming...with my head hiding behind the popcorn box..
*sigh my popcorn box became my shield...2nd time of watching this kinda movie..please..the third time when i scream dun laugh..
where got such thing as..when i screamed..and hid..someone just turned over and laugh at you..sad de..
anyway..the outing was fun..the food sux...never go back to secret recipe...
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went college today..the new time table sux!why do i need to go college on SATURDAYS?i had had enuf of schooling during saturdays for the past 5 years..why again?damn it!
american gods' a nice book...shall finish it within this week..then i get to get back my money..
bloody broke now..sigh..
i wana skip class this friday...TEMAN ME and i go CC with you~
I PROMISE!^^haha...
played dota..and dota again..was supposed to be sleeping..but then daddy woke me up..
he said i din makan lunch so i mux makan dinner..sigh..then bros making noise..is so noisy!!!!
but happy..daddy bought me 6 cans of coca cola..hehe..my best dad ever...