08122008-------->another 5 days since my last update^^

huh....has been playing bball lately..and i actually played 2 days only...not really 2days..but..at least i did played...missed those days at the court..
but..they renovated it and we no longer play there...kinda sad tho..bloody they took like..half a year to get that thing done...
roy's back today from s'pore..the last time i saw him was....during my bday party..which was months ago...haha
that day..played bball v kent under the rain was nice..after so many years...i din really played in the rain..sigh* simply miss those days so much~
with yong,xiang,roy,chester and all...when we actually sneaked into the cyber and climbed into school for the court..those days..haha^^
yesterday..had a game..teamed v a soloer...never like soloer in life..got affected by yong and all i guess?kor always tell me..bball game is teamwork can't solo de..sure die
anyway...had great time playing bball..sad case din do any runnings..i really wonder how the hell am i suppose to finish my 100m 200m 400m in time...hmm...then...nothing..
i saw someone familiar in the train!without my spects..i thought it was you~
i really wonder when only the image of yours would disappear in my life..never like to have it in my memory forever...is painful...
it wasn't that nice...i took such bloody long time to let go..and i couldn't...right?i'm a failure..i fail!
thursday's pingpong match....i duno how am i gonna play...rumors bout me and junyong has been spreading like disease again lately..and uh huh..i thought they stopped it!
anyway..i don't know how to play pingpong..and sigh shudn't have promised him for the doubles..well..guess i would just try my best then...
grandma has been discharged...hope she's doing well at home..i duno much...guess i shall take care of her like how she had taken care of me when i was still a kid like roc..
she has always been the best grandma and i really duno why she became like this...is all because of a stroke....