call me a lucky girl!

HELLO! weeeeee It was long ago since I last updated my blog. This is just a post of appreciation to HITZ.FM. I have no idea if they would get a chance to see this but I would just like to say THANK YOU to the whole hitz.fm. (:

Throughout the year, I've won a few prizes from them. Early this march, I've won RM 100 cash from JJ &EAN and 2 months ago, I've just won another RM 200 levi's CASH VOUCHER through the game in the website. And just only today, I've gotten myself 4 tickets to watch HARRY POTTER and the DEADLY HALLOWS premier at wangsa walk this 16th!!!

Well, there might be people that will said that this ain't lucky or whatsoever, hell, who cares! I call myself lucky girl!! hahaha (: and BABY brings me luck! =) I love him so much! =D He was saying yerrr. why you always win things from them one! (so cute)

Baby, you're my best baby and you always will be! I love you so much =D

Life's too short

Life's too short to be wasted.

Life's too short to be not putting much effort in it.

Life's too short to let us rot.

Life's too short to be unproductive.

The loss of a life made me realized much.

It made me realized that I should stop saying "LATER" to anything.

It made me realized that I should start cherishing the days and times I have with my family.

It made me realized that I should love more and hate less.

It made me realized that I should feel contented always rather than empty.

This is not a post about Bryan but a post about the shock of hearing the news and finding out the truth.

The last time I met him was in 2007. The last time I heard about him was in 2007. I hope he REST IN PEACE.

Baby was right. If it were to be me who was being in the news, what's going to happen to my family? Cherish your life, your love your soul and the people you lovE!

worries =/

Fell asleep accidentally and I woke up at 5am. Goddamnit!seriously like shit.

I tried more than 30 times trying to reach you over the cell and your msn offline.

Fucking shit. Worried like shit. Like I can do anything besides rotting here =/

I miss you my dear. WTF!

stress and some personal opinion, a messy post i'd say

stress or depress? baby said I'm not stress but DEPRESs! I have no idea what I am now. I don't know what's coming about later, I rather not know or I rather know? I'm in a great dilemma now! yes ONE HUGE ONE!

So great that I couldn't even put myself to bed. I'd rather sit here and wait for the time to pass and read other's blog and not to bed. I hoped for a pass, and please let my dream come true! I hope you hear my prayers. The one that I truly prayed for. Not that others were not true, this is just one important one to me!

Maybe baby's right, the course is just not the right one for me! Stepping into the world is just a wrong decision made? or rather NOT? I have no idea already. I need to clear my own doubts and Make SURE what I want besides wasting my time trying on other stuffs.

I have been working for a month and ya I saw the true colors of the parents in Malaysia. They have been forcing their kids, who are innocent and THEY should be spending their sweet childhood in the kindergarten learning how to read and write and make new friends instead of facing PILES and PILES of homeworks at the age of 5!

I saw the stupidity in parents and the expectations in them. They blame the teachers for EVERYTHING! The child being unable to write at the age of 5, WHY? All I can say is because the parents didn't spend enough time with the child alone to teach him HOW TO FUCKING WRITE! You gave birth to the child, you have to raise him up and not just chuck him at a learning center or a kindergarten expecting the teacher to teach him EVERYTHING.

No, teachers can only guide them and not TEACH them. It doesn't matter how much you pay a month. To me, it is your responsibility. If you're working during the weekdays, then spend some time during the weekends. Just an hour every day will not harm you. Maybe because I don't have a kid right now, I couldn't understand. To me, the parents are like RICH ASSES that can afford A L.V. bag or a GUCCI. The time you can spend with your child is PRICELESS. Do not wait till the time when he grows up and he understands the world. He will never have that MUCH of time for you. The childhood of a kid is the BEST memory of his life and he shall never forget, be it good or bad.

I have no idea why did I typed such things out. I need a place to tell my feelings. I want to feel better. I really hope the parents that didn't treat their kids well could read what I wrote. Not that when you ask your son " Have you studied today? " and your son said "No" then you go bad mouth about the center makes you a great person or rather not. Because you'll never get a really good feedback about your child if you only wanna listen to GOOD things! Note that, nothing is ever gonna be perfect in Malaysia or rather this world. Nothing WILL GO AS YOU WISH. So stop dreaming!

Broga Hill after so long

Ok! So i've seen broga hill images and blog post almost every where. I've always wanted to see a sunrise since I was a kid. This time I found my "kakis" to conquer the broga hill with me. Bluddy excited eh? Ya, that was exactly how I felt like BEFORE I climbed and After that, I cried =/

all our pics (: weeeeeee

p/s: my first attempt of imageshack after so many years =/

trimmed my hair to a shorter length

before

after

FINALLY i trimmed my hair that looked like a bush =D well i'm kinda satisfied, hopefully a month later the effect would be better =P tidier dy although not much of differences..

a RACIST post ( a car accident)

WARNING: DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE NOT A RACIST OR YOU SIMPLY HATES RACISM. I DON'T GIVE A GOD DAMN SHIT ABOUT HOW YOU LIKE IT OR TAKE IT ABOUT RACISM. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE THE BLOG BEFORE U LECTURE ON ME. FUCK OFF!

I was heading to work this morning! Happily i left my house =) YET, one small fucking mistake i made, i took the wrong turning and hence i kinda got lost. When I finally found my way, I was caught in a massive jam. Here things happened. This is not the first I got caught in an accident already but SECOND TIME in the same year. Why am I so pissed off?

TWICE the accidents I met was because of MALAYS. to me, they're BABIs. I'm not sure if this time that guy that banged my car is a malay or not, but he's not a chinese or indian that's what i know. It was so fucking jam, that I didn't realized there's ONE FUCKING MOTORCYCLE coming FROM DON'T KNOW WHERE, KNOWING THAT HE COULDN'T FUCKING SQUEEZE HIS MOTORCYCLE INTO THE LEFT LANE, PUSHING HIS WAY IN!

That's the WORST thing i've seen. The fucker WASN'T speeding at all, i'm fucking sure that he wasn't because he knocked the window on my left and he pushed his way through the whole way knowing that HE COULDN'T FUCKING PASSED!! and If only he knew what he was doing, he didn't push in my side mirror but fucking pushed it out and WHEN I HONKED AT HIM, HE FUCKING WENT OFF!

The first time when I met accident with the BABIs, they also ENJOY GOING BEHIND UR CAR AND SUDDENLY POP-ED OUT FROM DON'T KNOW WHICH PART OF HELL and banged into ur car claiming that you BANGED THEM! and that has caused me quite a lot.

TO ALL MOTORCYCLIST, please RIDE ONLY A MOTORCYCLE IF UR RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH!otherwise, WALK!! If ur so fucking POOR and can't afford to pay for the accident you've caused, DON'T BANG! WAIT FOR THAT 5 MINUTES IT'LL SAVE EVERYONE'S MONEY.

I REALLY HOPE I'M NOT HERE. AND I HOPE THE FUCKER WOULD JUST DIE LIKE THAT! HE HAS BEEN CURSED BY ME! and I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF!

Rotting life

Hello world! Weeeee I've been rotting my life for almost a month. OMFG seriously. I need a job to spare my own life from eat, sleep and rot. I need to do something PRODUCTIVE! I'd enough of mum getting home every day telling me that I looked like a fucking patient lying on the bed and doing NOTHING except EAT,SLEEP AND ROT.

There you see, I've tried my best to get myself something to work on. But I just couldn't get myself to do it. Ie: BAKING A CAKE. I've got them recipes, all I need is just the MOTIVATION to do it.

Things been going well with my baby. I just hope it stays like that. And all I wanted to tell him is Thank you Baby, I love you huns.

Been putting on loads of weight lately because my sleeping time has been screwed. Ahh! I need to figure out a way to lose them fats.

So here's a to-do list for the next month, I hope that they're all well carried out.

1. Trim the bush of hair and get a treatment
2. Earn some money (:
3. Clean up that messy room of mine
4. Read more books
5. Try to understand the animes that baby gave
6. Done playing with all the PS3 games ie: GOW I,II,III , Dante's inferno, Heavy rain etc
7. Bake that 3 cheesecakes.
8. Pay a visit to the museum
9. Start running again
10. Spend MORE time with baby
11. GET myself a new bed and bookshelf
12. Spend more time with the family

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Hmm, hopefully the whole thing could be done in a month's time. All the best to MYSELF!

updates

Lots had happened lately. Arguments, misunderstandings, miscommunication etc etc. Sometimes, I ran out of ways to handle too =/ but Things really got better lately I hope. I don't mind all these because I know we will made it through. (:

Exams' over. Rotting life hadn't been great now. WHY? I need them money. Urgh ): Busy hunting for jobs, well not really that busy but I'm definitely hunting for them.

Simply couldn't get the inspiration to update my blog anymore. I don't know why. Maybe because this time someone's reading it? Maybe because I simply lost them? oh god, I DON'T KNOW!

I wanna be that happy-go-lucky me again. The one with no worries and smile to her life all day girl again. Can I?

I wanna love you for now and then. I love you baby (:

the guy that made me felt like i'm the luckiest on earth =D

=P

=) love ya baby!

oOo

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there i've been living in happiness for the past few months and still counting on ! that's the guy that gave me all the happiness and made me felt like the luckiest girl on earth having him as my boyfriend and being his baby =D

He has been pampering me with loads and loads of love and all i wanna say is THANK YOU BABY! =)

LOVE YA.. <3

my pc fair 2010..

well well well...I'm back to work at the pc fair again this time =D hmm it would be my second time working for the same boss, one word for it, AWESOME! i think i have the world best boss of all times, like when u really couldn't reach any customers, the boss will understand. AND HE'S DEFINITELY SOFT SPOKEN. So soft spoken till you actually feel guilty if you never get any sales the next day. =/

My baby has been a very very thoughtful and sweet hearted one. He'd dropped by everyday just to see me and he'll pick me up after work. I know i can expect more from him because I hasn't achieve his expectations. He has given me the happiest moments in my life and I KNOW HE HAS BEEN CONSTANTLY WILLINGLY reminding me about my upcoming exams. Thanks dear.

I've been working very hard lately to get the money and to let myself not to rot. Is either i rot at home and not getting any other work done or i work and at the same time i get the money and not rotting my life off. Choose wisely =)

The picture above was taken on the first day after work while we were walking to the car park. I personally love it so much because we both looked gorgeous =D

Bought my sweet heart a wallet because he lost his just the day before pc fair. It might be a bit pricey but well for him i guess it doesn't really matter much. I love you dear!

p/s: i saw the posts weeeeeeee..T_T

i'm starting to blog again! =D

weee i think i'm starting to blog again =D practically there's nothing much here that i've done lately..SERIOUSLY BEING UNPRODUCTIVE!!!HOW MUCH more longer i could stand being like this? I REALLY DON'T KNOW! =/

oh god damn the laziness...exams is a month away and i'm still slacking my day off =S shoulder aching, THIS TIME even with coke i couldn't study =X where the fuck is my problem???

finally got my paycheck today. Cheque dated 08/04/2010. Date of resignation 31/03/2010. Date where i went to the office making one great hell lotsa noise 09/04/2010. Now lets analyze this.

ME (01/04/2010) : hi manager, how come i haven't get my pay yet? O:

Man A : O: oh really? let me check with the guy then i'll get back to you ok?
ME: OH ok then thank you yah =D

*few minutes later*

Man: He said it shouldn't be a problem. Maybe 2mrw you will get it .

ME: oh ok then thank you so much.

ME (02/04/2010) : HI Manager, apparently i still haven't get my pay yet. What's wrong arh?

Man A : oh really arh? I've checked with Man B he said it shouldn't be a prob. Why not i give you a number he'll get back to you later, if he doesn't, give him a call.

ME : ok thank you and sorry to disturb.

ME : HI man B, i'm sue yinn, i'd like to know wat's wrong with my paycheck ya?

Man B: i need to check with the finacing dept, but apparently there is no prob with your status. Nvm, let me check first ok? i'll get back to you by today.

*AND HE NEVER FUCKING CALL BACK*

ME (03/04/2010) : HELO...SO HOW ALREADY ARH?

Man B: i'm sorry i'm in the clinic now i'll call you back soon.

* AND WHOLE DAY THE MAN B IN THE CLINIC HE IS DYING SOON*

ME (04/04/2010) : CALLED FOR ALMOST 10 TIMES NO ANSWER!

ME : Hi Man A, i'm sorry to disturb you, but apparently the MAN B is ignoring my calls he never UPDATE Me!

Man A: i'm sorry ya, let me try k?

* and they disappeared the same day*

ME (05/04/2010) : called again and no answer.

Me: hi MAN A, i'm sorry again, but your MAN B didn't call back =/

Man A: I couldn't reach him as well.

ME (05/04/2010): FINALLY HE ANSWERED! SO YAH HI?HOW'S THE STATUS ALREADY??

MAN B: ok the cheque is ready.

ME: so do i have to collect or you banked in?

MAN B: i'll get my boy to bank in for you 2mrw ok?

ME: SO WHEN I CAN GET MY PAY?

MAN B: BY THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET IT.

ME: OK THANK YOU SO MUCH!

ME (06/04/2010): BEEN CHECKING THE WHOLE DAY. NO MONEY.

ME ( 07/04/2010): OH GOOD MORNING BANK. I'D LIKE TO CHECK MY ACCOUNT.

BANK: You'll have to wait at least 3 days.

ME : OK THANK YOU

*SO I FUCKING WAITED AGAIN*

ME (08/04/2010) : no pay yet. i dulan already so i called my manager AGAIN.

ME: HI MAN A, i'm so so so sorry to disturb you. But watever that guy said was total bullshit no pay.

MAN A: you try calling the office ok?i'll give you his number

ME: OK. I CALLED WITHOUT USING THE EXTENSION THERE'S NO DIRECT LINE FUCKING SHIT!

ME: HI GOOD EVENING. I'M SUE YINN . I WOULD LIKE TO CHECK ON MY PAYMENT STATUS. ACCORDING TO MAN B MY PAY HAS BEEN BANKED IN. BUT HOW COME I HAVEN'T GET MY PAY YET?

XXX: let me check your details first. oh i'm sorry but your cheque hasn't been signed. why did man B told you that?

ME: HOW I KNOW?HE SAID HE'D BANKED IN FOR ME ALREADY.

XXX: I'LL CHECK WITH HIM AND I'LL GET BACK TO YOU IN 15 MINS.

*THERE IS NO CALLS AGAIN!*

ME (09/04/2010) i never did called again. I RUSH UP TO THE OFFICE AND THE CHEQUE WASN'T SIGNED.

HR A: once the cheque is ready B/C will give you a call

ONE WHOLE FUCKING DAY NOOOO CALL t=.=t

ME (12/04/2010): andy, please help me go check my cheque status. THANK YOU.

ANdy: i got good news for you.

ME: SO IT'S READY?

ANDY: YES.

and hell yeah..the process of collecting the cheque. HALF AN HOUR. i duno wat the people do there =S

so yah the pay and everything i couldn't even banked in before 4pm. so i guess i'll have to wait wait wait and WAIT to get my new phone and pay off my debts. urgh

and hell having insomnia. too much of coke or wat?I MISS BABY muackxx muackxx..

10042010------------->F-

09042010, i had one great day out with baby's friends. Vikesh and all. well going out with them definitely is so much better than going out with the other bunch. No i didn't felt left out. I'm happy with everything except the DULAN part that i DIDN'T GET MY PAYCHECK and when i fought with baby. =/ SO hell yah, we watched ta-da " CLASH of the TItans." not tities =D

the 3D was meant for the part when they were showing the heaven, other than that, nothing much :O i always enjoy my days with baby. So i ended up reaching home around 12am, cinderella back home eh? FUCK! slept off around 2am and woke up around 6 cox that stupid dog barked. Slept again and woke up at noon. NOT FUN =/

one whole day of rotting, and all i got was nuts! DEFINITELY won't be in a good mood, trust me. Shoulder pain like hell, parents abandoned you at home. I asked your son to eat maggie you said i'm irresponsible, i told you to leave some money for me, and you said you'd forgot bout it, do you still call that RESPONSIBLE?

i wanted to leave this place so badly right now. I don't know how long more i could stand staying here. You'd rather listen to your stupid friends than listening to your daughter. Your friends are stupid aite? I NEVER LIKE THEM! especially those that BITCH around! I KNOW WHO YOU GUYS WERE. SHADDAP AND FUCK off.

rawr....back off everyone before i start flaming at you. thx

07042010---------->furious?pissed =/

this lazy hasn't been updating her blog very often ever since she started working and she opened her new blog with baby =D definitely a good start. Why said so? Because you already had in mind that your baby will always read what you wrote for him and not ignore it =) HAPPINESS flowing.

well why furious? I was busy working for the past 3 months. And my last day for that psychotic job was on the 31st of march. Lets see, it's already 7th of april and I haven't get that fucking pay check yet! God damn the stupid HR dept. As well as the financing.

The workers from the same company behaved the same. It doesn't matter much on which project are you working on. One word for all, we're malaysians. Laziness comes right after the-so-important-to-you-task. They will NEVER update you with whichever information you need. For example, they'll issue you a CHEQUE instead of direct transfer into your current account. WHY NO ONE FUCKING TOLD ME THAT? and I DIDN'T KNOW TILL MONDAY? oh fuck!

Lulu's coming back in MAY. Oh mai~ CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY! and i can't imagine that I'M FETCHING her and we have hell lotsa things to do on that day itself. I miss her soooooooo MUCH!

Met up with chang today. God knows when was the last time we spoke to each other face-to-face? Did he grew taller or wut?weeeeeee I really can't forget that scene when i told him about the scoring average in exams of somebody i'm so pissed off. EPIC!

I am currently having a great time with baby and he's just perfect! Might be a lil sensitive, but hell I'd rather he be sensitive than not being one at all =D I love you dear.

ANNOUNCEMENT!

hello world..i know it has been ages since i last updated my blog. Well there are lots that happened
in just a few months time. Hmm..let's see, I've got a new baby =)there..my new boyfriend.

inilah baby aku

Grandmas' got admitted to the hospitals. One in Selayang, one in SJMC. Urgh..I took one week off to celebrate my birthday and half the week i wasted in the hospitals. WTF seriously. And now i'm half ill =/

Despite the fact that I was busy during my birthday, my baby did bought me a cake =) I requested yet he still bought it and it was YUMMY ok?!Thanks dear. That was very sweet. I know that i only spent an hour with you cutting the cake, that was still very thoughtful.

Exams are rushing up my arse and hell I am still unprepared. Jeez =/ Watched Alice in Wonderland 3D. Epicly AWESOMe AND definitely orgasmic =P i bought the combo with the cup..HOHOHO that smiling cat was so cute =)

Shocked when parents asked me why I didn't invite my baby for dinner. Does that mean They take him as my official boyfriend?IF yes, i'm gonna FLY =) fucking happy weeeeeeee

I love you baby. Thank you =)

wo xi huan

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it's time for some udpates

so i've been sick for a week...wat a sicko girl..=/
and finally i paid a visit to the place that i hate most..the stupid clinic!
ewww..another week of drugs consumption...
i think because i took extra dosage or wat...
fuck that i couldn't get up this morning and thank god i got an extra day of MC..
so i actually slept for 15 hours...wat a great day eh?
half a day gone...
lunch with yuki again..weeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
no more cock(coke) for the week so i changed it to lin bee nah(ribena)..
the cough syrup is a nightmare as well as the antibiotic...
sucky!that's it...blek

21st century breakdown

guilty conscience
please tell me what i did wrong?
father in heaven, i need ur guidance now.
i wana drink till i can't remember a shit
just let me scream my lungs out
i wana shop till my legs can't walk anymore
let me run till i no longer loves running
let me cry it all out
someone please tell me i'm not sinful?
give me a pack of cig and i'll finish them off
i know i'd promised but just let me be.
i tried not to think but apparently i can't
i'm emotionally unstable and i might just add a few lines on that flawless part
being inconsiderate means i don't bother
being considerate = getting blame without saying anything extra
my guardian angel i need u and where are you now?
i thought jesus would send u to me?
apparently He didn't

selfish

i'll take the blame...













sorry













i know i hurt you

















sorry........

















fucked*

finally i'm done

procrastination is SUCKY...i have no idea why am i one of those procrastinator out there. =/
i was told that i'll need a personal statement 2~3 weeks back.
BUT HELL...i kept telling myself that i have amper of time and i should just see how.
the best part would be when my friend started to correct all my blardy grammar mistake that's when i felt embarassed and stupid and i started to hate broken english.
TOO MUCH of those will really affect it. OMG!

i couldn't imagine how that personal statement of mine is going to impress the UNI in UK.
the only thing i could say is i'd already did my best and yah that's the best i could provide at this moment.
i really felt like crying when i saw all those careless and stupid mistakes. WTF were all those?
bullshit... isssshhhhh

please pray hard that whatever i'd said or wrote or typed out in that statement made some sense to them..really.
studying in the overseas meant alot to me.
keep ur fingers cross peeps x x thanks =)

after today i no longer need to worrry bout the dumb statement and all i need to do is WAIT FOR THE RESUTLS and also the offer letter.
please please..my dear UNIs...i love you...just send me smth =D

working life

been working for a week..and almost a half =) so far so good i'd say...
more to see...hahaha
the true faces of the colleagues...
few had shown...more to go =P
T.E.A.M.W.O.R.K was taught but my team didn't carried out.
i was dissapointed and pissed off really...
don't fucking ask for teamwork when YOU don't know how!thank you.
so...kena penalty to dance.arrgghhhh
mr.fat recorded it on my phone and it was F-ING funny...
EMBARASSING really =/ my goodness
and i got offended when someone just said...the chinese girl.
WTF is that the chinese girl?my name very hard to remember is it?
SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!SUE ANN!!!!!!!read..SUE!!!ANN!!!zzzz
i'm not just one fucking chinese girl.....wtf
or u want me to give you one easier name to remember?so you won't call me the chinese girl anymore? call me justine then...NOT justin..
bah i doubt if you could pronounce it properly =/ don't spoil my name...

went window shopping with raj and saw quite a number of stuffs =)
AWESOME!!!!hahaha...shopping spree and FOOD after i get my pay =D
smile...smile...smile....wakakakakakakakkaa...
S.C.I.C.O.M.E.R that's the name that wesha gave us ppl working in the company lol...
tired yet happy working life...
I HATE THE JAM!!!!and the pest on the road...=/

a new blog skin =D

weeeeeeeeeee
i changed the blog skin liao =D
wakakakkaa....so happy de hor....=)
because i saw this that's why....ahh....
so cute right???!?!???! =P
some of the sidebars went missing i duno where they went...
hehe..simply because i forgotten to copy the html code =/
ahhh but i feel happier when i see the blog laaaa =D bear with my dumbness aite?

very lazy and very tired lately.
ah.
off to bed
nite!

moving away

it's 2010. i'm planning of to move to a brand new blog =D
wat'd you think?hahaa...
unless there's someone who's willing to change and do something for me =/
too bad that person didn't exist.
So i'm hunting for a new place to move in and before that i'll still stick right here =)
hahaha...

everything is moving on.me, my life. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G i meant.

had a job in somewhere. weeeeeee
made new friends.
now i'd got one more macha friend added to the list.MR.RAJ---the fat!

because of the stupid jam and the working hours everyday i'll be home around 10pm
people like me simply hates the jam and i'd rather waste my time in the mall sitting. =)

bloody ankle went swollen again and i think it's high time for me to visit the tit dah again =/
arrrgh....and sore throat and cough...and cold =/
things just went go right when you're already in bad luck

met an accident few days back.. and i'd said it's fucked up
from that on i went anti babis..yah i AM racist!so what?

till today i have't watch my avatar in 3d yet...because of someone.
arughghghgh
BUT hell i watched ju-on 4...just another stupid horror movie i'd said..
the cinema was so smelly =/ filled with the ppl that were so inconsiderate...
fucking do not remove the shoes when u know you have that "hongkong feet" la...
all these people should fucking just send them to someone institution...
teach them some manners..make them crazy =)

i'm so into something lately. someone. somethings.
jay chou!JAY CHOU!
and one new rule. DO NOT CALL ME SUE! i don't like it.
thank you.

02012010--------------->first post of the year

first post of the year lol..haha =) lets see...wat to update~NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?well..i have nothing to plan for year 2010 yet...so far i think...
things just WON't go accordingly to plan...God simply loves to fool us around. SAD =/

since it's year 2010, we shall just look forward to certain things. EX: flying away and behappy =D
I'd definitely love to get outta this country..i don't care if it means missing someone or not.
People learn how to cherish when they lose the precious don't they?
well, i think i need to lose them once only i'll know how to cherish them.
Just once and i meant my brothers no others.

Am currently in a complicated relationship. W-H-Y?i have no idea.
I WANNA KNOW too..TEACH ME!how to get rid please.

One thing i'm glad is that i always have friends.
I have people that can help me to get rid of my boredom and cheer up my day =)
Simply love them. Muackxx.

turning into 20 aint that fun after all.
I wanna go back to child hood.
That's when u get all the happiness and worries free. =D

I enjoy the life of being pampared by everyone. Who hates that?
I enjoy the life of seeing food EVERY WHERE. it can be kinda sinful tho.
I enjoy the life of being MYSELF. M-E- N M-Y-S-E-L-F
I enjoy the life of FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Time to start a new life.
2 decades had past. and. this is the best time to GROW UP =)
no longer a LITTLE GIRL.
urgh. i don't really like that.
but helllllllll...................

2010. i hope this is gonna be a superb year =)
GOD BLESS all of us.
and especially u ^^