31122009----------------->last day of the year

well well well...is the last day of the year again!=) weeeeeeee 31st...haha...OSUM right?i know!i know!seriously...i'm welcoming the year of 2010 with OPEN HANDS AND LEGS!*oh no dirty thoughts here*...urm...really..it hasn't been a VERY PLEASANT year for me this year.. =/ haiy...it is way more to go next year ...

am really looking forward FLYING out next year...damn it!LET ME GOOOOO...i wanna GOOOOO so so so so so badly..=P i'm getting tired lol..really...

and something has been bothering me lately...as in REALLY BOTHERING ME...i don't know how LOL...stupid girl =)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy new year... a sad eve for me =/ well WELCOME 2010 ya..

*is fat kor kor's bday today...he's turning into 25...haha FAT FAT FAt!!!!!

personality..TYPE A&B..o.o

His character is a balance between the personality type A and B. Inside these parameters is where most of people are. He can be productive and efficient in the work or studies, although he can be calm in situations that require it. Sometimes he feels nervous. He relaxes more than a Type A person but not as much as a Type B person.


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the above description is ME!LoL..=)

28112009------------>running outta inspiration

seriously i am really running outta inspiration to update my blog..omfg which part went wrong?WHERE?haha..i just don't know..and i don't bother to know either.
so i've been watching gossip girls all day and night abandoning whatever is gonna be the next most important thing to me. Just couldn't help but kept hunting for better excuses to hide away from the reality. Well basically that's me xD
Am planning for something big this time and i hope it turns out well. I will try to prove you people wrong that even without the help or you guys, i can still work it out ALONE =)
I hate fake hopes and please do not give me any. Because when you destroy mine, i'll do my best to destroy yours too. I'd learnt my lesson well enough not to treat everyone with true heart because most of them won't. I know who they are at least ^^
Pc fair is next week and i'm looking forward to work there. frankly, more money minded nowadays. the 3rd most essential thing in my life before my bf already. they switched places ever since i'm broke. =P
Oh god i need to be productive. Life aint life if there is no activities or studies going on. holy crap my life is a mess. a really messy one right now. hmm....what's up next?back to that old college and camp there all day with my books?i think so =) time to be nerdy...

ps:grandma's discharging 2mrw =) great news...no car for me 2mrw..bad news..no car this sunday i don't think is a good one either.

20112009----------->LAST DAY =)

well practically today is my last day of that hell exam =) muahahaha...ECONOMICS PAPER 3...to hell ^^CHEERS...so...i started munching my past year questions 2 days ago..which is 18th of november...VERY GREAT right?yes i know...=P

hurm hurm...last minute of munching...last minute of everything...THANK GOD...whatever came out were out in past year...to hell again!i forgotten the correct answers...fugging dumb i know =/right after that paper...i "terbang" to fetch ming yi =)...

picked her up and we headed straight to gardens...ALL THE WAY TO MOOKS...to get this!

ya...a lomo camera...not to mentioned that it is..FISH EYE!this would be the effect of snapping ur photos with this cute lil camera =D

a round picture that's it...super nice =D besides that the colour i got for my baby is....LIMITED EDITION...exactly the same as the picture i posted =)muahahhaa..lucky boi...=]

so after 3.5 hours of wrapping and decorating the card and present...went to jalal to pick him and wei ken up..hungry hungry...steamboat here i am again!yummehhhhhhh...

my dad came stalking me at the steamboat place...hahahaha...*amazed*weeeee i duno if he really like that present or not..don't care la!suka or not...i did my best =Dand u must like it...cox there's a lot of hardwork in every bit of it =)

so yah...tired and sleepy now..love ya boi =D

i have SO MUCH time for me to waste..eh?

so ya!look at the time...5.44am =)guess wat?
i was reading blogs...JUST NOW...for a fucking 1.30 hours
OH MY! I'M....gonna...PASS it (as if) *sad face*
hurm...so ya..paper at 4pm...
my plan was to the karaoke box at 11am..and back to college around 2pm...
then sleep for an hour and study for 45 mins =)
wat bout the morning?
if i ever gonna fall asleep when i'm driving to college..i'll just go babe's place and take a short nap
then be at college around 9.30am or 10am
ouh i'm such a great planner.. =P
wat bout lateR?
my paper 4 is TOMORROW!note that..
is..TOMORROW morning...9.30am
MEANS .....another SLEEPLESS night..gosh!
bah...not gonna come online 2mrw...ima MEMORIZE every shit of those and crap it out during exam..
MAYBE after that bloody paper...we'll go for ball games =D
ouh please..i need to...DE-Stress myself abit..
my night would be at OUG night market..muahaha
i simply...enjoy shopping in the night market LATELY..wakaka..i see FOOD waiting for me!
is almost 6am..i shall.....GET OFF...and get ready soon =)
ouh my ...GOD bless my exam's and shaun's grandma...
hurm...hurm...

05112009-------->one super long update i guess

so ya hello world =) weeee it has been a long time since i updated bout my life =P
nothing much actually...just EXAMS...and more exams...
lucky me ^^ i'm left with one last subject...3 papers...ECONS..ouh i love uncle khor =D
ever since my paper 1 of maths started...it's like i've been fated to get to know a bunch of new friends...lol
awesomeness i would say...all they brought was laughters and it actually lessen my stress...
gosh..besides that...i've got a good teacher muahaha..mr.joaquin..
and one great fella out there...mr. steve =)
one cute friend..muacchi boi..
one gay guy...gordon GAAAAY...
the normal one...ryan =) hahahaha...
of course when it comes to listing...there are lots to do aint it?
well i'm just closer to this bunch of them...
apparently we're just hanging in college ALMOST everyday..holy ness..
study, makan, dota, pool, sing k, movie session...oh gosh!
we almost stayed over in college..haha i'd love that..
and the pasar malam trip =) no worries..we'll DEFINITEly go there AGAIN..
bah...the k session =D place it in heart wat's up next...
so ya...all the best every one ^^
the next time we meet up will never be preparation for exams and we'll blow bout our life in llb..
wakakakka....thanks peeps..really..

想你--missing you

我是在想你的。。但是同时我还很贪心地不小心想起他了。。
所以今天下午我哭了。。因为我想起他对我的好了。。
对不起。。或许有一天你知道了之后你会想说你对我那10个月的好为什么会比不上他那一个月的好。。我真的会答不出吧。。。
当初他最不放心的事情发生了。。原来最没用的人是我。。我真的很失败。。
我很喜欢你，也很爱你。。只是你的一举一动实在太伤我了。。。
如果你都没有发觉到我的伤心，那我唯一能说得是你不够敏感罢了。。我不想在自欺欺人了。。
阿！！！！！

something i've kept for a long time

there's this lil thing that i've kept to myself for a long time...
been struggling with it for a long time as well....
not bout me being sensitive...urm just..helo?i can't stand those...
i think i have the right to list'em out one by one...RIGHT?

so ya..first....lets see....because i love him so much HENCE I THINK MY BELOVED one doesn't deserve to be treated like this by his so called "GOOD FRIENDS!"

when u people need him or his beloved smexy camera...u guys call him out...
when u guys need someone to share the bill or something...u guys invited him as well i think...
i hate gossiping bout people..so i blast it when i'm really pissed off...
is aite if you don't ask us along but don't fucking lemme realized that you're using us..
FOR EXAMPLE...there was once i asked u to pinjam me the car...woah!
a long lecture............................
then there's this time when i get back my car...
u wanted me to pinjam u my car...just to show off.........................................
thank god i said i need to think bout it...
then there's this time i used the A's car....
another lecture bout it i guess...........DON'T DO ANYTHING TO MY CAR...
yah like i'm gonna BANG IT or smth...
i haven't met any accidents before...

because of me always troubling people to fetch me home at night....
i don't need u guys to ask my bf to pay you ppl back....
IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO PAY...GET IT BACK FROM ME!
i have friends that are hundred times better?
i have friends that will never click skipped button when i'm half way singing my song..without even seeking my permission...
i almost cried when someone skipped my song..just because u fetched us..doesn't meant that u have the right?!i can always pay the cab...

gaaaaaaah!watever it is....
if i ever realized this is going on again..i duno wat will happen..
just because i don't say anything doesn't meant that i don't know anything

19102009-------------->is 10 months and 3 days =)

this is unexpected...very surprising!i never had that thought that we'll go on for 10 months...i'm actually really happy...FYI i never got myself involved in a relationship for so long before..so yah it is no surprise that i'm SHOCKED!i love my bubu so much =)

well...i didn't realized till just now...i was telling him hey happy b-lated 10 months babe...then only i realized on our 10th month..we actually went to the beach together =D haha ^^ it wasn't a pleasant journey to be frank..i didn't enjoy much really =/ sorry~ anything that has got to do with you would be a sweet memory for me...

i was really tired that day and the pantai morib turned out to be the worst beach after port dickson..oh gosh!the sea water are urm..greyish and muddish =/ there aint much sea breeze lol..my best memory would be the piggy ride =D weeeeeeeeeeee it was fun..the sad thing is we didn't snapped pictures together except that 2 or 3 pathetic shots..as both of us were busy shooting other stuffs..

hmm..well..after that we headed home with the unpleasant ride again...holy!i really don't appreciate ppl that couldn't drive well and rammed their cars..love ur car and ur life please..do not fucking speed if you can't drive at that speed...rawr..cox u'll just make a fool outta urself..

one more thing is..i really hate it when i don't ask back the money from you please don't try asking it back from me..lol? if this is gonna happen that's it i'll count everything clearly...do not fucking take a fag without even buying another pack or offer yours..well it is once in a blue moon i see you buying ur own cigarettes..so don't touch my darling's..

now that i get my own car i will never need to trouble you...so just do not fucking as anything from my bf..i really don't like it...if you wanna count just fucking clear it off with me and not my bf..be a man!

well yesterday went to nash's open house..the nasi briyani is simply osum ^^ i love briyani so much..as well as the rendang mutton..weeeeeeee...thank you nash =D hurm..jack followed...didn't make it to the midnight movie with them..too tired and broke =/ well..instead of that bro and dear went pool-ing at ezy's..baby won ^_^v

dead tired and i dozed off right after i reached home...went church the next day..lol?i'm not a faithful buddhist or catholic..i have no idea wat am i..so just don't ask i don't know the answer...after that..went for the porridge..tasteless..hahaha..except for the fish..around 1pm dad called lol i flew home..haha..too much of lies so yah..need to be a good girl after sometime..

i got my car so now i can drive around myself =) need not trouble others already...yippie!

14102009-------------->tension or wat?

so i don't know why am i having insomnia days before exam..and even during exam!*rawr* i know i need to sleep..but the problem is i couldn't fucking have a good night sleep just the day before exam..like i go to bed at 11pm..then i'll jumped up from bed at 4am latest..or maybe 5am..this is definitely a fucked up situation =/

hmm..so yah today...went to darling's hse and disturbed him first before both of us went mid valley =) he became so adorable lately..i have no idea why..simply love him more!^^ isn't it a good sign?haha..sorry that i kept ming yi waited for us for half an hour =x i'm sorry..ended up at garden's food court doing maths...

didn't do much...i hate myself!why?cox when i'm doing exercises..i can solve the questions..but..DURING THAT STUPID EXAM..i have no idea why i couldn't solve them..oh lord!it was until both of us got so bored of maths..we left the place..before that during that crazily doing maths session..haha =) i did something really bad..=P

so we had zee awesome dinrar at ITALIANES..=) muackxx muackxx... hearts my baby so much...haha...one smoked salmon pizza, one bowl of mushroom soup, 2 hot chocolates, 1 bottomless ice lemon tea and and and lots of BREADS. =) that meal made me...epic full =]

after we walked ming yi to cititel...darling dropped by at the nikon event booth...hoho =) he finally got his hand in touched with the D3X...bet he's flying sky high =p summore asked me.."why you didn't snap a pic of me when i was holding the D3X"..hahaha ^^my adorable bf..is always adorable..sorry that didn't come across my mind and that fella kept looking at me..*shy*later kena complain =x

after everything and a lil window shopping we parted off...KTM sucks!!!*rawr*i entered the !@##@ train at 7.15 pm..imagine..i shud reach home by 7.45pm when today i reached home around 8.15pm..yes..the ktm is !@#@# train...kill it!burn it!slash it!i don't mind =) hahaha...

the soundtrack in the movie "the holiday"

13102009-------------->i love my baby more than anything =D

yah due to the fact that i'm being extremely LAZY and BUSY =/ i haven't get the time to create a new blog =) hahaha...so i'll stick to this old one first..weeeeeeee...wait till the day when i'm NO LONGER busy or lazy..hehe ^^

hmm..same old routine for almost everyday except that today when i was supposed to teach emmanuel law not really teach but to help him up you see cox no one's willing to help him =x my darling said he has got futsal going on and they counted me in..seriously that time my face went like this =.- hehe..i'm mean when i feels like it =)

i don't know it appears that whenever it comes to SUDDEN decision i get a bit urm pissed off..maybe i don't really enjoy being random..ha =P had a bit of urm misunderstanding but after we're back like before again muackxx..love you

so i tagged along to the futsal court as emmanuel couldn't make it..hmm..it was boring and urm warm there..lol? forced myself to study...a bit!you see i can't be unprepared for my law paper 2..like so wtf cox the topics i prepared for both papers all came out in paper 1..it turned out to be a total bullshit to me!RAWR!gimme something DIFFERENT please...the fuck is SI,DL,JP,HRA,LAY MAJISTRACY doing in paper 1?means..SENTENCING,CRIMINAL COURT STRUCTURE,POLICE POWERS,APPEALS and the rest of the crap will be popping out in paper 2...oh gosh!i hate reading those =x reading is FUN..memorizing is SICKENING X.X

went to the "metal beat"doctor there..my shoulder having infection AGAIN..i hate it!and it happens always WHEN I'M HAVING THOSE EXAMS..what kinda bullshit is it?grrrr....feels way better now =) hohoho...

tomorrow am meeting up with ming yi =) cute fella..haha^^happy happy...i seriously don't like the idea of my bf waiting for his best friend to get his undang exam done...when the other party hasn't even attend the 6 hours of crap talk course..and hasn't make any calls to the driving instructor yet!is already WEDNESDAY...ish...

10102009---------------->i kinda hate this day

not because of all my friends are having their bday on this particular day that's why i hate it..there's always a reason for me to hate something...and i really hate it to be today..

all because of one !@#$@% thing...we ended up bidding goodnight without even a kiss...

all because of the !@@#%R thing...i ended up getting scolded by you all night in game...

all because of that !@#@$% thing...i tried so hard to cheer you up but i FAILED badly...

all because of the FUCKING CLUB...i ended up studying unhappily...

i changed my mind of going to clubs now...maybe i should give it a second thought before setting a foot inside..

been procrasticating for the whole day..not much things that i'd done...

at first i was AT PEAK when i received ur call this evening..just because i sounded like i didn't really want you to go to club I DIDN'T FUCKING STOPPED YOU FROM GOING...

if you take that as a restriction tell me you really want to go..you know i will let you go no matter how much i didn't want it..and i won't emo range you...

but it ended up that you didn't go club...so?SO?!!you said "I KNEW IT..YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO GO"...

what'd you expect me to say?yes i didn't really want you to go club so?that's because the way they drink...if it's other people i would say a yes..

nvm nvm..i ended up spending all night trying my very best to cheer you up...i know i suck at dota and i hate getting insulted by people..i still tried to game...all you did was !@$@$%# me thru out ALL the games...

and you even threatened me if i fed one more time no need to ask you for game dy...you never care did you?i felt dumbfounded cox i called you and tried to say smth to make you laugh but all you did was hmm ah oh..

i don't think it would be fair for me...just because of a club..i don't deserve the fight!!

my exam's on monday...i still need to work 2mrw...do you think that's nice?nvm nvm...watever it is..if this is all you want then go ahead..i wrote all these craps from me myself to read and not you...

if you ever read this please don't emo range me..i will fight back and i'm having exams..just leave me at peace thank you...i am starting to dislike them again =/

Eason Chan 陳奕迅---------- 沙龍

08102009------------> being extremely lazy

Gosh~so ya..being really lazy and felt DREADFUL when i thought of my studies..and at the same time felt so pressurized when i thought of failing for the 2nd time =/ is just so WTF!! Bought my beloved papers yesterday when i went mid valley with my baby...so..obviously i felt happy and haha!! i did my maths happily without getting frust over it...

my lunchie today was AWESOME!is *finger lickin good*weeeeeeeeeeeee thanks my baby..ok i know i've been spending A LOT...just this week...fuck!and i didn't spend my own money...i used my darling's money...omg!is so bad...ish!i'm feeling extremely guilty =/ my baby is still kind and loving =) hohoho...

back to my lunchie...so we had this ITALIAN food at taman desa =) omg omg...it was simply yummylicious =D i would rate it 9/10..there's always room for improvement for everything..total bill RM 71..lol...for lunch =) home-made PIZZA...yummy salmon fettucine..uber naise mushroom soup =P worth the money...hahahaha

i was caught red-handed doing smth BAD today =/ haha

wanted to trim my hair..BUT..ish i have no idea why are they charging so expensive in TD...so i ended up didn't trim any..i'd rather save that money to go for yummy food =D weeeeeeee

had cramps and i slept all day again =) went home around 7.30pm...was waiting for cab or bus to pass by...sadly no till joey asked darling to join them for eve's gig's performance...lately i have no mood to ask them to send me around..i'd rather pay RM 5 instead of troubling them..i have my reasons for that..just not that close to them and i have no mood and don't felt like to..they'd feel like they're so great sending you here and there and is as if you owe them one whole lots of things..i dun like that feeling..so yah not gonna ask them...

hopefully i can get the car by next week you see..i can start getting lost again =) hahahaa...and discover new route..weeeeeeee

i love my baby so much...why?why?why?hahaha..

07102009-------------->silly yet happy

As usual =) woke up at 5.30am...with a hungry stomach..went to the market with aunt..having the thought of studying till i finished my breakfast...i started talking to my dad..omg!we talked till..almost 8am..i was like wtf?dunid to study dy...weeeeee online checked for the info for my end of the year vacation =D weeeeeeeee......

after that went out...hmm..so ktm..BROKE DOWN again.. =/ reached darl's around 11.30am..stil having that crazy thought of touring kl..walking around..WHY?cox i bloody smart left my formula piece at home..can't do shits with my maths..you see i'm a lazy girl i don't remember formulaes.. =) wanted to sleep but i couldn't...

i told myself...well might as well just give those questions a try.. =) so i did...ouh that was when i felt so stupid...and stress...it was just mere stupidity i felt in me =/ i cried because i couldn't solve one stupid question..lots of attempts been made..and i still failed =( i wept at first then i broke down...after all the tears...i realized..it was all because of an 8 and an 18..i saw the wrong one..FUCK!so i ended up laughing at my stupidity...

well..i had a great time with my baby today...went to mid valley..he bought his flip-flops finally =) yippie!!and no matter how great is my ex..i love you and you know it..muackxx...a week till our 10th month =D happiness in the air..

just now...i had my best gift in my life after my birthday present in year 2000..my parents bought me a car...a fucking volvo =) i don't mind it being 2nd seriously...it looks BRAND NEW!so new that when i entered the car, that leather seat smell will just OH come after you...and everything look sooooooooooo NAISe!!

my car look smth like this =) with larger rims^^

i love my parents lar...especially my dad...all because he cares bout my safety...ah!i'm so lucky...i'm a lucky girl...super...uberly lucky..i have a boyfriend and parents that love me so much that words couldn't simply describe it =P *envy me*hahaha...thanks daddy..mummy and my baby =)

04102009----------being holy?

hmm..i stayed awake the whole night and made that decision outta no where..that i decided to go to church this morning =)
hehe..at 6am..i was SHOCKED to see kent talking on skype...hehe..had a game and off i left the house at 7.30am...
ouh the blardy blardy train came at 7.50am...i reached the kl station by 8.10...left 5mins to walk to church..
well..me being a lazy ass..stopped a taxi and i was there JUST IN TIME =D hurray ^^ the taxi driver was nice...hehe..*God bless him*

after service...went for BRUNCH...hungry...and sat down at a kopitiam for noodles =) *slurps*
food and drinks and puffing life off... =P went to bank..WOOTS...
headed home after that..had urm a small quarrel while waiting for the bus and in the bus =/
slept my afternoon off =x

woke up around 6pm..was about to go home and aunty was cooking CURRY CHICKEN!!!omg..i always wanted to try that =)
so i stayed for dinner *drools* while waiting for that...went out for a walk..supposed to be a good one..ended up fighting =/
sorry babe...maybe it's just me being paranoid..but i'm definitely a perfectionist..
dinner done =) it was..YUMMYLICIOUS ^^
ct then messaged both of us telling us to join them for hot pot =) so i joined..knowing that my mum will kill me..weeeeeee

waiting and waiting...8.15pm..a sudden blackout =O haha...whole jalan desa utama blackout..lol
finally at 8.30 he came and fetched us off...to sunway...for...kim gary?duno?
so it was kim gary at first...and finally seated at station one cafe =)
hmm..impressive this station one was way way way better compared to the one in OUG.. ={
mum called and potong stim..hahahaha...

left at 11pm...dad called..asked me get him his vit C and food..
reached home at 12am..why?wrong route =/ sigh sorry



p/s: can i have my car so i won't trouble others?lemme be the drivers instead... =)

to-DO-list

yah all these should be done by the end of the year 2009 =)

OCT
1. a-lvls comes first before evrything =) so yah..STUDY HARD...STUDY SMART..
2. mum's birthday ...cake?
3. be well prepared for that november papers..^^

NOV
1. hehe...slim down =)
2. econs!!SCORE IT ...
3. langkawi =P
4. darling's bday? a lil surprise maybe?

DEC
1. pangkor first...
2. langkawi 2nd...
3. genting?
4. christmas....woooo....where?
5. NEW YEAR'S EVE...where to?where to?
6. ima get myself into one of the clubs this year... =P

03102009-----------mooncake festival

so ya...the mooncake festival is here again =) i used to enjoy eating mooncake alot...but..urm i don't really fancy them much..i don't know why...things changed along with time.. =/ and i don't really like it...but hell we'll need to move on with our life..aint it?

i enjoy looking at the full moon...sadly..today i saw one dimmed and a crooked moon...not really crooked..just not as round as last time =) bah...so all we did in grandma's house today was...eat, game, sing, burnt and DRINK =D

all i did was eat, sing and drink..i don't game...i don't burnt anymore..haha..eating is always the first thing i do there.. =P the singing part just came in outta no where cox uncles suddenly wanted to sing k at home..so yah~ then then that drinking part was the funniest..

i asked one of the uncles to bring me to a club =) suddenly before i left..they chucked me half a bottle of heineken..the other uncle pushed the heineken away and gave me quarter glass of whiskey instead with ice of course =) i don't like whiskey smell..and this is when smething horrible happened..very smart of them to mix both whiskey and beer..i down-ed everything and they said OUH GONE!really need to bring her go club dy...she can drink..LOL =)

i love you uncles..haha...then aunty connie gave me a heart 2 heart talk...was really touched and i cried..wtf ? yah i cried...urm..it reminds me of wat had lead me of becoming like this =/ i don't know but a promise has to be carried out..so yah!stay tuned =)

nothing much and movie tomorrow...weeeeeee living my life to the fullest with my family and my darling =) i love you guys =D muackxx...muackxx...muackxxx

SHOULD i? or should i NOT?

omg..is tough and it isn't easy when it comes to the end...of making a decision..
i'm not really decisive when things became like this..
there are stuffs that i couldn't decide and i ended up at the junction don't know where to turn..
ex: NOW...

was having this itchy brain just now that i went and clicked on the old post...
well after i read most of them..holy shit fuck!
i went emoranging with my memories... =/
especially the memories of year 2007...
most likely it would be the worst year of my life i think =x

and so yea...most probably i'll change my blog...
i'll just close this one down as a private blog..
and then get a new one...
let it be a new beginnning...
wat'd you think so?

p/s: pretty mum said i should =) 1 vote to YES...0 to NO

30092009------------>filled with guilt

urgh...i'm so sorry mah friend =/ miss vanny...aiyoh..haiy...so sorry for putting you into great trouble...T_T

anyway..today i went college BECAUSE i had a sesi with guna...okay..so i woke up lATE...and rushed out..*raining pulak*...my brain was telling me..hmm..lets get back to sleep..but i was determined to go college today..so------------I WALKED in and out, up and down...the house..i couldn't find my portable brolly =S

woke up mah mum...fetched me there..and gosh!the train arrived when i was purchasing ticket..I RAN as fast as i could to catch up with it..don't wanna be late for that sesi..fuck it lar!KTM is just so fucked up..i pressed on the buttons so many times..IT JUST WON'T FUCKING OPEN THE TRAIN DOORS..the train passed T_T wtf wtf..

hmm..next...when i took WANTED to take bus to darling's place..i saw 3 buses lining up in front of me..so i walked ASAF to see the numbers...just when i reached the 1st..the door shut..WTF...i was almost there...T_T the people in the bus looked at me and the bus left..i had no choice but to take a bus to mid valley then take a cab...waiting for the same bus would be an hour later...

bathed and continued with my maths..hmm...i see IMPROVEMENTS =) praise Lord...really...you know i sensed the God is urm..somehow guiding me back...because HE knows that i didn't really study much..that's why he MADE me felt more energetic during the night so that i could coupe up with my studies...although i had only 2 hours of sleep a day..still i don't really feel tired.. ^^

so off we went to taylors PJ right after fatty lum is done with his shower...STILL..we got ourselves stucked in that CRAZYMANIC jam in federal highway..made a turning into jln templer to hit the other way out...finally reached that place 45 mins LATE =/ i'm so sorry...it was really JAM...and because ct has his class till around 6pm when he came and picked us all up..there's nobody to blaime..just the TRAFFIC...

every year so many tourist visited our country..as a matter of fact we should be earning quite a lot.. BUT where the hell did all the money went?can't the stupid gov just spent like few millions getting better trains for KTM?!seek IMPROVEMENT please...urgh =/

malaysians really need to grow up i duno why..there aint much civilised citizens in here..for example, i'm not one =) hahaha..

hit me baybeh one more time =)

oi penyampah...ms TAN...
please study =/ sob.....i really need to study
see wat am i doin here?
@#!#$$%#$^%#%^

can someone just gimme one shot of drugs that will get my hands back to the books?
zomfg O.O
i'm like having the books on the lap but...
wtf i stared at the laptop screen most of the time...
SHIT!
!@#@#%$#$^%

urgh urgh study study study
you know yourself well enough that you won't wanna fail for another time..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

bye =x

28092009------------>i fell down in the end =)

so..yesterday this fat lady here went celebrating khadijah's and lekka's bday with the whole crazy gang =) haha..daddy was supposed to fetch us..ish mana tau he went and fetched jeff and the other 2 guys..so..ya in the end me and darling took a taxi to endah parade =) well cox kong went sg.besi to fetch mah pretty mum and also the ayah!

anyway..it was about 2pm when we reached there..thanks to fatty lum cox he ffk last minute again..funny fella...hmm..nth much and i entered the roller skating rink with a strange feeling..*i dah long time din skate*..dare not go really face like how i did last time...i'm a shy person and is SUPER embarassing when you fall in front of the crowd..i dislikes failures...

after an hour of catching up with my speed..i started going fast like how i used to do so..all went well..UNTIL..when i tried to go chase my beloved darling..suddenly i lost my balance..and FELL..omg!!that's was like..2 great slaps to me.. =/ painful...reminds me of the times when i fell so many times just to get on the blades 13 years ago..when i first started it..sob*

so yea..when i checked it during that lil break time of mine..oops!bengkak dy =x aku ni bayi tau haha..nth much...then i got so tired of it dy..so i sat down and chat lu..with the rest of them..oh ya!that gang was MEAN!they clapped when i fell =S embarassed la..

hmm..jeff's gf is such a nice girl..lol and of course my pretty mum..didn't get to talk to kong's gf..hehe^^ maybe some other day =) so ya..i found one more person to teach me maths dy =D less to worry about..YAhoooooooooo

after those happy moments..when everyone's tired of skating..DINNER time =) hehe..KFC..ayah belanja us =D ouh thanks ayah..lol..why is he my ayah cox he's my mama's gf.. =) i have a very complicated family =P after that went home..took that train walked home myself..and online..lol very great..i actually..dozed off in front of my laptop..muahahaha..quite proud of it..as this don't happen often you see..so yah..i went to bed at 12 SHARP!..we shall then call it off for a day =D

*ouh i love you guys..muackx..^_*

definitely PISSED off...

wanna know why?the first lazy mention dy...2nd one..TODAY I NEED TO GO WORK..wat's the reason?because daddy,mummy and stupid brother got SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT TO DO..mind that REALLY IMPORTANT...

so..i woke up at 10...waited for ppl till 12.45..none of them turned up...and i went to the shop without having brunch or anything...i thought WAT'S SO IMPORTANT...well they said they HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE and i was left alone in the shop with 2 other workers from 2pm till 9.30pm...

had that mcD for lunchie..and rot myself to dead...realized that i've wasted lotsa time so i did some maths...okay...they were so busy to pick me up even after i work..can you take a cab home?wtf...well it's getting scarier lately..and so i called that best guy mr.simon =) muahahahaha..he's just SO NICE..thank you ^^

so i got this free driver and free dinner...YIPPIE!that silly fella lost his directions again =/ sad aint it?haiy...

so i was busy adjusting that template of another shared blog...and FINALLY...they are home..guess what i saw?FISHING RODS!wow..i thought wat's so important...they went FISHING with their friends...while you guys were enjoying..i rot myself to death...very happy indeed...

then i wanna bath...one word..WEIYA...fucker got to use the toilet first..try to put urself in this situation and imagine...they never say they're going fishing but said please help daddy got something really IMPORTANT TO DO...

and yes..i wana scream WAT THE FUCK!cox all you guys cared about is how's today's business?just gtfo...

25092009------------>happy birthday andy =)

so..yea today's anderson ang's bday...may you have a sweet 19th =) haha...okay..i was still struggling whether or not to go to this fella's birthday party 2 days ago..FYI i didn't study much these few days so i actually felt guilty if i would ever attend it..and at the same time guilty for not attending it...dumb aint it?had dilemma over such lil things =/ but hell yea that's me =)

anyway...just right after i made up my mind wednesday(i decided not to go)...mum came into my room asking if i saw her torch light plug..then i just wanted to try see wat would her reaction be when she found out that i'm still about to attend birthday party at this very very time..UNEXPECTEDLY..she said go ask ur dad if he knows bout the place...we'll go pick you up that night...

urm i was like O.O when she said ok =D hahaha...so i called anderson and he said he'll get the address for me..BUT I WANNA STAY OVER...what i did was i went out and gave my mum a crap talk...woohoo...she said do wat you want in the end =) spot my smile...^^ yah..yah yah...so i'm going to the party and i'm staying over =P epic happiness...

aite..24th of sept..justin's grandpa passed away due to H1N1...that's kinda sad..that stupid H1N1 is scary..take care everyone...

p/s: i just sent in a request to hitz.fm morning crew so that they will GOTCHA mr. birthday boi..hmm i hope they did it =) you see cox that lazy boi will never visit my blog nor did he know bout my blog..weeeeeeee

memories scattered all over.. >"<

have you ever tried to put scatters memories back into a piece?
that is what i've been trying all this while...
those memories are just like the missing pieces of the puzzles above...
there's no way to find them back...
i'm wondering what i could do...wtF!
i need my motivation to get back to study...please..
give me the motivation and i'll give you the love =) i promise... ^^

Lifehouse ------ Broken

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Song lyrics | Broken lyrics

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

sometimes i'm just being outdated

well...i'd just watched "the holiday" online..well...it was a great movie..though i don't really fancy romance movie but yeah!that movie was GREAT!
hmm..i cried i wept. so wat?it wasn't all about romance after all.
sometimes i just had this lil thinking that movie did reviewed what we did in our lives.
Our contributions to the society made part of the ingredients in the movie.
Why would you find certain genre of movie predictable that's because our lives been going same. It has become our daily routine. And somehow it was showed in the movie, that's why we could predict the outcome.
long distance relationship wouldn't work. if you told me that 2 years ago yes, i wouldn't believe it and i would think it's a total crap.
Someone taught me all these, someone brought me up! and thanks to that someone, i started to think better now.
As a matter of fact...sometimes i'm afraid that i couldn't handle my relationship well. Is that true?i really wonder.
On top of those silly moments we had, i really want to know wat you could give me besides not ditching me.
I received a very wonderful forwarded mail from a friend. The contents were: cherish the person who went through all the things with you. A new one might be attractive but still you would then appreciate the old one more. That's because you know the old one better and there are still mysteries over the new one.
SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?

18092009------------->i'm filled with fire..NOW!

just because we live in MALAYSIA doesn't meant that you people are the greatest of all...
just because IT'S RAYA..doesn't meant that even you as an employee gets to get a day off earlier..
RAYA then raya lar..wat's so great about it?
come to talk about it..ALL BECAUSE OF RAYA.........i need to work TOMORROW...
all because of RAYA!i need to SUDDENLY cancel all my programmes for tomorrow..
i seriously don't felt like giving it a piece of shit...DID ANY OF YOU CARES BOUT WAT AM I GONNA DO?no..the answer is one fucking great no!

imagine...if your employer is MR.M...if you asked for a day off for CNY...do you think they're gonna care?
JUST BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKING RAYA...now..wat?you need a day off and you don't even inform EARLIER?
you don't bother like you think I'D bother?

never let me see any of you...fucker waste my hell lot of time...
and yes i'm seriously pissed off right now!

just because you're my mum...you have something to do tomorrow doesn't meant that i'm DEFINITELY GONNA BE FREE FOR YOU!
cox when i need you to be free..when were you free for me?
DON'T ARGUE..cox you're never free...mcb!

better stay away from me before i start flaming around...

i felt offended

just so you know....sometimes i don't tell doesn't meant that i don't feel it!

NOW YOU KNOW I REALLY FELT OFFENDED...DON'T EVER INSULT ME OR..............

you shall begone =D

16092009------------------>a ninth month =)

lol lol...is 16th of the ninth month for the year again...well =) another month anniversary..hmm..it's been a long way isn't it?like 270 days dy...haha so fast!hmm..so ya!exam in another month...wtf!?ish...i hate it...bah!gonna bear with it and get it over ASAP!can't wait to get outta hell..

well 2mrw will be tenji day =) weeeeeee i see sushi(S) i see ICE CREAMS...ouh i see FOOOOOOOOOD!! i see HANDS flying outta them calling after my name =) weeeeeeeeee...out for eating sessions with Ejinn and kwai..muahahaha =P is a must for us and is a promise..once a month yes!

okay..i guess i'll need to get back to study now...nothing much to update tho..life been a bit crazy lately..just decided not to over study..well...been playing around..jumping around ALOT!to the extend my parents worried like hell cox I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL =S awwwfully...sad... T_T

get my hands of the laptop....in 10 mins time =) till then...ciaoz

05092009--------------->a month of working in a law firm =)

well this would one great update of me working in a law firm for the past month =D the pay was just okay..well is the experiences that counts right? hehe....i'm just tooooo lucky to have really great lawyers that are very passionate about their job and are willing to teach...the colleagues were good ones as well..start off it in a hardway but ended with an easy one =P haha..throughout the whole month..lotsa mistakes had been made..lotsa things had happened..time management is REALLY IMPORTANT in working life especially when you need to multi task..

ok i didn't snap any of the pictures..for those snap shots you can always visit my facebook lol lol...hmm...life changed quite a lot! and of course i've been dragging my laziness and days for posting...haha..yupe!haven't been updating my blog right?yah that's me...so well that day after last day of work i went...klcc for movie with my baby of course =D "final destination 4"...another great movie suggested by me who hates it horror movie the most..ish!i seriously need to overcome that =) well..normal storyline..disgusting scenes...never rate any of these movies..haha

after that..been spending alot with my salary..yes and i'm back to a poor girl...hmm..well went back to college..urgh i dun find any urge to get into class =( i don't know why..how? fei zai tutored me on my econx..very nice and helpful of him..if i ever happened to score well in my econx i BUY YOU LUNCH!weeeeeeeeeeee hmm..then then up next...went to kent's house and there i found wei ken the lil boi and james..LOL lar!

dinner at kenny roger's and the next day 090909...went for the law firm buka puasa dinner after that..being a very good girl..i went to baby's house and joined the rest of them for SAKAE session..hohoho =) lets see the guest list: baby, wei ken, james, justin, daddy, anderson, fatty lum, melissa...muahahaha...fatty,wei ken and james...ALL DEAD!lol la...daddy din drink cox he needs to send me home =) very nice of him..weeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok..so i got home around 3.30am..very good record right?hahaha...the next day...thanks to the dumbass train late for class dy so i didn't go..hmm..back to baby's house and i found 2 drunktards awake..wtf?haha..well after that..went lunchie with fatty and anderson...night..eve asked us out to laundry bar..lol!drove all the way down and eve went home?haha..rot ourselves to dead at MCD at curve..back home around 12.30am...haiyo haiyo..very good girl indeed...

friday..yesterday...woke up in the morning and didn't get the right mood to go college..so off i stayed home and study...very hardworking...never in my life i woke up and i stayed in the room study instead of online..haha...when jack's back from school..i miss that boi so i brought him to baby's place with me..makan at the pasar malam!weeeeee finally i tried daddy's asam laksa..YUMMILICIOUS =P

today..another hardworking day..home day..sleep, study, sms-ing, till the very last minute only i went on9..very good =D i should keep my life like this hahaha...

*sorry for the jumbled up post..am being really lazy =D

16082009--------->i wonder if you would bother to read

i wonder and i really really wonder...if you even bother to read my blog after so long!i updated it every now and then but it seems you didn't even give a damn about it since june =0 well...i know you're always busy..and TIRED..i'm sorry because i don't know how exhausted would it be to read my crazy blog..yes you might say that i'm having pms or something today..whatever it is that you're gonna say i'll just ignore it for just this moment..i need to let it all out!

well i really think that there's problem communicating with you...whether it's me or you..it's just WEIRD!i would be so lost of words when i tried to talk to you not because of the happiness but the sadness...it's actually killing me indirectly..i have no idea why...maybe i'm one self-torturious girl or something...to be frank i don't enjoy having twistered feelings all day long..sudden happiness or sudden sadness...it would drive me crazy =(

i hope you understand how all this things would made me feel when i have jumbled up feelings..is a total turn down for me..a total disaster..sometimes i would rather i'm a single lady..and yet sometimes i'm glad having you there..i sound contradicting..but it's just exactly how i felt like NOW!i hate you and i love you at the same time...*grrrrr

the stage play-----"wish upon a crane"

hmm...came across with this play during my a-lvls..being told by a friend...he invited me to watch it instead of helping it out...well..during that period of time i really had no mood to think about it at all..i was busy preparing exams..and after exams he didn't asked me again nor did he reminded me about the play...

right after my exam..after that lil trip to genting..i worked my ass off as an assistant bartender...till the end of july...and then i was free after that so i asked..if he needs any assistants or something..i don't mind being in the back stage helping out..as i wasn't really into acting lately =( so...i went for the first practice session few days after i resigned...

to be honest..i wasn't quite glad about the practice session..well i didn't played any part of the role in the play so i didn't really comment much about it...me,james and shaun..basically we STONED there most of the time =)

2 days before the stage play...we were busy practicing in taylors..musics first then lightings...well..being an assistant stage manager isn't easy...you'll need to take care of EVERYTHING...and is everything besides the stage..haha..for me..i'll leave the stage to the director..the rest of it..i'll try my best to make it the best!

hurm...all in all!the play turned out to be AWESOME..thanks for the help given by everyone..especially the crews from taylors...thanks a lot for helping me out...if i were to be too harsh to you..this is my apology..the cast!well done everyone...all the runners...ZILLIONS THANKS...to shaun, to james, to eleazor, to mingyi, to ivan, to andrew, to finn, to eng chun, to sin yee, to ken wei, to bryan, to sandra and more more more more more!can't really list em all out...but definitely thanks a lot guys!

the cast did a great job on the stage..we all did perform our best besides the stage.. =D i love you people...i'm sorry james and shaun..if i ever did offended you during the preparation of props and during the play...

looking forward to the after party!!!and of course...the re-stage...i hope the YB really did carried it out..haha ^^

urm...hurm...zhapalang =D

wokay...so i attended mei kuan's party...from pyjamas to red t-shirt..hmm..at least i made it this time =D it was a shocked news that just right before the party i got a job at the law firm..and all i did was..i rushed home straight after my boring day at the firm...seriously..i'm just not that kind of girl that would sit still in a place without doing anything...so please..KEEP ME BUSY!

well the party was fun...although only the 8 of us..yah my darling went with me...i feel BAD IF I ABANDON him..muahaha...carrie went with her boyfriend too...JJ,JACKSON,ESTHER and our pretty host------- MEI KUAN...had pizzas...junk foods...and fun time teasing that plump jj..haha ^^ i was died off around 1am..so apparently i went up to the room and took a short nap =) jj,jackson,esther and mei kuan were still chatting down stairs..HAPPILY..lol! it was too warm in the room...so i got up like an hour later..my blood be too sweet that the mosquitoes love me so much...

darling was sleeping while i went downstairs and chat with the 4 of them...hmm..so different people have different kinda lifestyle now...and ah hah! i made my mind after all those talk...it was fun =) by the time we ended the talk was already 4am..i actually need to shoo esther home...she made us worry sick...driving home alone in the morning..wth! seriously exhausted after working and being crazy the whole night...

so because we forgotten to buy poker cards..all of us ended up watching this disgusting and boring horror movie -------" book of blood"...muahaha..again..i got shocked and i SCREAMED..sorry people..they actually had a great shocked...weeeeeee =P

ah!went for a breakfast session with PY after mei kuan sent darling to work...i really had the feeling of not going for any breakfast and just sleep for the rest of the day...effing tired..but i just didn't see this young lady for too long...haha =) so...lol she ended up coming with her boyfriend..well maybe it's just me...i'm the one being particular bout this thing i guess..i just don't really enjoy going out with my friend and their dates...you see first because i don't really know their dates of something..second i just don't enjoy being the "light bulb"...very very WEIRD...i'm sorry...

at the same time i felt tired..so after that breakfast i went home straight and from 12pm i simply slept till 9pm which is when my mum woke me up...happy moments happy dreams during my sleeping session..haha =)

didn't sleep just now and i watched the movie "sepet"...i rated it...SUPER GOOD compared to the other local movies xD..before that had a round of dota with jackson...lion pwns it all =D urm..argh!nothing much...

something i found in jackson's blog =)

1. Get to know yourself better..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

this is just so true about me..everything.. =) lol

2. The Real You

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

well..i'll just say yes and no at the same time...let it be in between =D

resources from: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

haha =) may you ppl have a good laugh at the video =D

my overall life =) since the day i resigned =D

well well...my last day of work would be 26th of july...it has been a week since i last worked my ass off =( seriously dying of boredom at home now...urgh more of a rotten egg =D i've tried so hard that i changed my entire biological clock UPSIDE-DOWN...when the others(basically those that have a life out there) get up and do something useful to their live..i SLEEP...when they're getting ready to sleep..that's the time when i feel at peak..the feeling is like as if i'm living in UK..or just somewhere far away from msia...

hmm..so my entire family paid a visit to el cerdo...for dinner..the place that i worked at..okay..the food was AWESOME...suckling pig was rated 2.5 stars..feedback was kinda terrible..the ribs was the best dish among all..still i had my best rasberry milkshake which is off the menu..it was randomly made by my "shifu" the other day and i love it =D..boss was one kind man..what he did was for my better future but IT'S DEFINITELY KILLING ME RIGHT NOW!and i'm sure that it's gonna happen soon...not now...BUT SOON!!!rawr!!

i'd done watching all the dramas that i got from ching...finished all 4 alex rider's series that i took from darling...unfortunately..I BOUGHT THE WRONG TWILIGHT SERIES BOOK TODAY...haiy...bought the last instead of first..alex rider left hanging..i was told that the book is only sold in UK..*sigh* books are addictive..never let me get in touch with one or i'll crave for more..you might think that i'm some sort of nerd there..BUT that's me..don't doubt it!

i should be sleeping now...yet i couldn't...thanks to that "haunted scream" that poped out from outta no where..i have no idea WHERE!whether it's from someone's blog or just you know..."haunted"...so..I'M WIDE AWAKE RIGHT NOW(is almost 6am T_T)!i did tried watching that movie twilight just now..it's just another romance movie to me..not much of a special thing..the only part that i find it exciting should be the ending part where the cullen's family moved out from the place(i'd forgotten the name) in order to save bella..and i couldn't continue because megavideo doesn't allow me to do so =(

urmm...i wanted to watch "the taking of pelham 123" tho..should be a nice one..haha ^^ thriller...i'd prefer the book i guess...movies creates imaginations in my brain =( and if it's gonna be thriller or horror movie..there goes my night...

am working on a stage play with shaun and james and others now...as an assistant stage manager..well i was given this opportunity and therefore i approached shaun and told him i would help him up with the stage and stuff...well..i'd say it's an extremely sad stage play..no doubt the players played it well besides the "mother" so far..keep it up guys!it's my personal op. afterall..

pc fair's on the run..this time...the girls that posed for the games ARE WAY PRETTIER than the previous one..sorry..but is the truth..mom bought one ee pc from asus on the first day..tomorrow will be the third day...went with darling on the second day tho..sakae sushi for dinner =D fingerlicking GOOD =P had my worst ice cream from gelato place i think...i'd always described those as.."cow dunk" ice cream...can't really remember which fella always scold me for critisizing other's ice cream...but that ice cream is SUCKY!melted so fast and...tasted just like those 2 bucks ice cream nothing special..cone was EXTREMELY SMALL...

had a fight with parents...they're just being ridiculous..you're my dad and you're my mum...please say something reasonable if you wanna scold me..don't try to be ridiculous and tell me that i should respect you after all those nonsense..it doesn't make sense at all =( i was upset that you said yes..your dad was ridiculous and that whatever he said doesn't make sense at all BUT YOU SHOULD SHUT UP and NOT FIGHT BACK...what the fucking hell on earth was that?urgh...whatever you say...bah!boring...

tagged by pik yee =)

1. What have you been doing recently?
rotting at home after i'd resigned =) preparing for the stage play tho..as an assisstant stage manager =D


2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
nope..nope =P dun think so..


3. What happened at 10am today?
happily sleeping...=D


4. When did you last cry?
last week =S


5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yes... =(

6. What do you want in life now?
all the happiness that i'll have for the rest of my life =) sadness shooshoo..


7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
NO..and never..is a hassle carrying it =(


8. What's your favorite thing to do in bed?
uh huh...to read?to sleep?o.o


9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
red botshorts =)


10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?

tonnes and tonnes of forwarded e-mails


11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no and never =)


12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
no


13. What was the last movie you caught?
unfortunately..it was the movie that turned me down =( harry potter =S


14. What are you proud of?
me...


15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
one random fella..about the differences of mistresses and wives =)


16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
uh huh...can't remember =(


17. Do you have any nicknames?

weeeeeeeeee...yes =D


18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
haiyo....my darling...is written there nope =D


19. What time did you sleep last night?
awesomeness


20. Are you currently happy?
hmm...yah!no?yah!no?yah lar....weeeeeeeeee


21. Who gives you the best advice?

the one and only one...weeee i know and it shall always be in my heart =D


22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no..tarak..too oily =S


23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
none gua...


24. Is something bugging you right now?
YES...normal issues =(


25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
ah huh...flends =) my daddy lor..haha...his faked death


26. Do you like yourself?
YES =)


27. You want $5 or $10?

for wat?from who?


28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?

everytime =S haiy...


29. What will you do if you like that girl/boy?
be myself =D


30. Who are your favourite stars?
lol...lots of them..my jay..my lp..my darling..my family..my friends =)


31. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
not really hate..just pissed off =D


32. Do you had even stead before?
o.O apani?


33. What type of girl/boy do you like?
great question =D one guy that will be by my side..and listen to my sadness..my problems..a guy with heart =(


34. Now are you single/attached?
dah taken lar...my darling =) and i love him...


35. Tag 10 friends

1) agnes teh

2) jasmine

3) shaun

4) fatty tom

5) jaywhy

6) JJ

7) Daryl

8) Justin

9) E Jinn

10) Esther